Saturday, December 30, 2006

Pictures GAlore~~

this is beach club in kl.Found this pic and posted it up so u guys can compare it with other clubs next time.
Angels and demons.....some girl and ruth in wesley's musical for 2006. haha ruth IS scary~~
De Continentals and stw wesley's very own anak anak muda
and another one...they keep comin, dun they? hehe
Members of the continentals.i dun have their names sorry..but those chicks are way older than me..tats for sure..
One of them continentals old folk...look like a bee,sting like a flower...she's a nice fella with scary look..
haha pretty lil daniella.....i'm sure she'll grow up to be a full blooming angel..she;s nine btw
Wicked~~!!haha tats all i can say...notice Emma Watson in the left??haha at least ash said she look like Emma.. how do i knoe~~
My Personal FAvourite~~MONIQUE~~~~Dancers are cool~~so Appealling to me~~ (",)
More Monique to my side~~and check out the posing Hottie at the left~~ FUIyo~~And Interact INstallation 2006 below~~i Think tat's my last skool function i'll be in in my life~~

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Insomnia~~

I cant sleep. :( why u may ask me?? my head is itchy and i cant scratch it..y?bcoz my hair will fall out...Can life get any worse than this?? U knoe something's wrong and yet everything u tried failed to ease ur suffering or even make any changes or improvements.

Day after day i try to tire myself out so tat i wudnt be havin these sleepless nights..but i cant seem to find anything to do in this little town called sitiawan.A place i love alot and yet i hate it. Friends have gone their ways and chosen their paths."They cant accompany u forever u knoe gideon" yea i knoe tat. But then my life is like an empty soul. Everyday i kept rottin in dad's shop or in my room. Dad is becomin so dependent on me goin to the shop all day. If i miss a day,i'm definitely will hear this from either of my parents ,"Gideon,y din u go to the shop?I'm sure u've been wastin ur time on ur computer all day." and my dad will be showin his sour face at home. Like sean said, we all have our masks..I think i'm wearin mine almost all the time.Everything i do will be judged.

It must be the environment i grew up in tat make me kinda anti social. When i was little,i was never allowed out to any skool trips or go to myfrens house after skool. Everytime i asked permission to follow some skool;s trip,mom would say,''gideon,wait till u knoe how to take care of urself.U're time will come" As an obedient child i will pursue the matter no further. And then my sis reach her teens,of coz she and mom and argue alot becoz both of them are strong willed.Headstrong ?? i dunno. Mom would always pay attention to sis to see wat mischief she's in and pay attention to my lil bro coz he is the youngest one. Not tat i want any attention. All i'm sayin was while my sis is out chillin,bro in afternoon session,dad and mom working i passed my primary skool days practically alone at home without anyone to talk to. My social skills isnt tat good now. :(


Then i recall my secondary day.Ahh those days are nice..Form1 straight till form3 all my frens. Form4 was a weird one coz i was assigned to 4s5.The last class in the form 4 science stream.I was devastated. But there God bestowed upon me some frenships tat may last me a lfietime. I remember wilson and ee and houwen in the lab. No matter wat the labs,i wud count on houwen to come up with a good report i could copy and i wud go and mess around the lab with ee and wilson. There was this once where we were messin around in orange juice and some chemical to check vitamin C.haha Ee chng smack some orange juice into chemical bottle and the entire bottle change color.haha our biology teacher went balistic after tat haahaha. And haha our en ishak,hehe ee rubbed some writing off the whiteboard and haha the old man kip scoldin ,siapa padam?Tuhan padam??"haha At the end of tat year i achieved my goal and went to the second class. Fuiyo i was relieved.But ee and wilson din make it tho. FOrm5 was the year.Jaya aka ikan bilis (Giri taught me) is our class teacher. I contributed a bit to the ponteng statistics tat year. There this one time when the gang decide to declare recess early and went to the canteen early. I was left behind havin my beauty sleep behind the class. Haha i was awoken by Mr ling kee cheong in my class shouting ,"Mana lingdaowen??ketua,tuliskan semua nama yang tidak ada dalam kelas. I was laughin out of my wits when the gang waas called up to "DA ROOM" after recess tat day. LuCKY me~~

Life after spm went downhill pretty quick. At first we were still eager to hang out but as time goes by many things happened. Two of my lepak gang kinda er.. lets just say some sparks happenned.So they want some time alone. Then i broke off with my girl. And God knoes y i kinda got pissed at ee and we werent on good terms after tat. I went to college and i got to knoe some ppl from out of kl as well. Turns out i was feelin the same dread they were feelin. All of us werethinkin wat if i cant click .wat if my housemate is a dick. turns out they were fine . i was pretty happy until i moved to annie's place cos my ex housemates added some ppl into the house. Then the everyman for themselves kinda thinkin started to creep in and before i knew it,i dun trust anyone else anymore. Tat caused alot frustration to me oso coz i had to put on the fake smile and havta sabar to shit type of mask.There are may kinds of ppl in this world.Assholes and angels living among each other. So far my experience tells me tat one assholes in ur gang and tats it. The next thing u knoe Ass is influncin others to follow the way of the Ass.

Christmas is around the corner but i still doesnt sense the xmas spirit. Where's the love??And many of my frens still gotta work on xmas. This country we living in is controlled by buffoons who only think of themselves .Like dao said,we arent treated fair enuf, so tats y racism starts..


Fuck..my head hurts real badly......gonna try to get some sleep.
-End-

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Youthquake~~

ok ok i've been back from quake for almost 4days now and i still cant put into words how to describe the quake...its like when u expectin lots and lots of fun and then when u're there u get so dissappointed tat u feel like leavin...lucky heman was there...if not i'd go crazy...

first of all lemme start from journey to kl itself.Me and houwen plus his dad went went to kl after ah haw chicken out at the last minute.wah his dad very cool ler wei..drove his camry around like its a 4x4 SUV.haha His dad nids to go sarawak for some meetin so we sent him to LCCT first.bu before tat we stopped at IKANO.Houwen's dad is a handyman. We wasted 2hours or so in ACE hardware shop.Its so freakin boring there. We ate in Uncle's Lim kopitiam for lunch.The stupid special laksa made me suffer from diarhorrea all day long.i think i went to toilet 4times in MV. haha

the next morning,me and ryan went to pasar seni to wait for Kenny,one of James' fren from kl wesley.Kl wesley is just a 5mins walk around the block from Petaling Street. ryan and me feel so out of place there at first. then we get get to knoe some fellas and started to chat with them.MOst of them tot we were in our 20s,and the bad thing is i dunno if tats bad or good? i look mature or i look kolot?haha i dun care la actually..ONce in Kuala Kubu Bharu i realised tat three of them tat i just met this morning is in Yakobus,which is my tribe in YQ.Sien..


And i was suprised there are so less group based activites besides the discussion and games.I thought there will be a group cheer and group bandanna or group flag or something.. And we were havin the most fun on the last day.We played footbal and everything.Everyone was getting to knoe each other..I was kinda dissappinted.Times too short.and we kept doin unnescessary time wastin just lining up for food...But the good thing i enjoyed is we get to do stuff NS fella did and Sean Mcdowell's talks are kinda cool coz we get to knoe how life is like for kids in US.


After all the YQ commotion is over,i did something i regretted terribly,I CAME baCk TO STW...wtf right ..when in the same week i can go to the planet shakers concert and KL wesley's musical all in the SAME WEEK~!!!! one week of pure fun and i came back one week earlier...ish duwan think about it....Well,there's always next year.............................................ARGH>>>wTF wat was i thinkin back then??~~~~argh... *bonkin head against the wall*

Friday, December 01, 2006

brainstorm~~~

i'm back..this time for bullshittin purposes only..all i'm about to say is just for fun and meant nothing.pls dun take it seriously...ok ok ok

mom and dad's reachin home soon from south korea. i wonder wat gifts will they bring back for dear old me..~~ For I have been in the shop for three full days,10hours workin hours and managin the accounts rather nicely. okay first of all i freaking hate Dotas nowadays but everytime the gang says lets dota i'd say anyhting..bullshit..its been like so long since dota was introduced.dun u guys just get bored.~~stun stun stun my foot..hehe and i miss basketball so very much..oooohhhh damn my fuckin timetable for being so packed...Oh yea,i heard sweemeng got a gf already...eih~~...*winkin* no no i'm not annoucin to the world so dun worry..my blog dun hav tat much attention......yet...but soon BWAHAHAHAA perezhilton u goin down....*the thumbs down action thingy*

i'm still in stw at this very moment but i manage to convince somebody i'm in kl yamcha-in around...haha dungu~~!! hehe just think about it~~and and and wat else oh yea quake is around the corner...i wanna meet more ppl,have more contacts in kl, and of coz hang out with some old frens tat are goin : lc,ash,heman just to name a few.. four days of pure young ppl hang out..how cool is tatz~~ hehe oh yea did i mentioned anything about my parents comin back tomoro~~` i get to spend time doin stuff i wanna do again..isnt it great???

monday is alex lee han chien's birthday..and he asked me to go out to kl...i go kl can go lepak again..i wana go catch a movie..maybe call wilson out or something..exam's over..i duwan to hear or see anything to do with optics untill january.. btw i pass my LAN subs,english,FBDO Practicals and now still waitin for optics and opthalmics results *fingers crossed* hehe its christmas season.. it always manage to excite me...

MORE to come next time on BRainstorm*tm...tune in next time on giddyck...the place where nothing serious ever happens~~

PS:those who think this is dumb,just kip it to urself.Nobody cares(^^).|.