~Untalkative giddy~

Life From My Eyes~

2009-04-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

hey ya, back again. Time for my annual update for my blog. I'm been busy goin to class every day from monday to friday. Routine work.I think education system in msia shud change if they;re gonna make learning fun. I once read this old aphorism,'I hear and forget,i see and i understand,i do and i remember' Thats how educating ppl shud be. How can u just give them lectures after lectures,bulks of notes and just make them for a written test tat ultimately judges the students whether they are qualified to do watever that they;ve signed up for. And those computer labs shit are total bull,u go in a room filled with computers,u choose the computer of ur liking,(mine is the one underneath the air cond vent)click open a program tat gives u some animations and a whole shitload of words and they even have narrators to lecture u on the lecture. WOW tats great.more lecture and this time from a computer. I totally understands the whole how the crap works,for now. I believe the human mind is a miracle itself. Only thing are the way of teaching tats a tad bit old.

okay,rant about my classes are done. Now the whole make ur choices in life and face the consequences thing. It funny how funny this whole thing works. I;ve been told hey,tats not the right thing to do. And i dun get how the right thing comes around.I mean anyone can tell me wats the absolute truth? wat is morally right for one person might not be the morally right thing to do for another person now right? okay,for example,Emos, yeah those tat use eye liners and always black from head to toe. It how they express themselves so wat makes them losers? Its funny.

Interview Preparation

2009-04-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

Here are some useful tips for preparing for your interview.

First Impressions

· Be well prepared--know who you are meeting and the interviewers' position in the Company
· Do some research on the company - always check the website
· Be on time, if not early
· ‘Dress appropriately smart / professional
· Be polite to support staff - receptionists etc.
· Make eye contact immediately when greeted
· Smile and be friendly
· Give a confident handshake
· Thank the interviewer for taking the time to meet with you

The Interview

· Show interest in the job and the company
· Be enthusiastic
· Have an easy non-work related topic of conversation ready to discuss
· Be relaxed and don't slouch
· Position yourself so that your body is facing the other person
· Watch your body language--do not cross your arms
· Make regular eye contact but not for long
· Let the interviewer lead the conversation
· Listen carefully to the questions asked and ask them to repeat or re-phrase the question if you are unclear
· Be honest with your answers-do not bluff
· Answer what you have been asked and try not to go off on tangents
· Do not interrupt the interviewer
· Don't pretend to know everything-this can often put the interviewer off
· Ask questions throughout the interview (not just at the end) about the role, the company and the nature of the business

Some Sample Questions you may be asked at an interview:

· Tell me about a time when you had to work against strict time constraints?
· What procedures have you followed in order to prioritize your work in the past?
· What sort of things do you find distracting when you are trying to work? And, how do you deal with them?
· What activities have you undertaken as part of a team?
· Tell me about a time when things were particularly hectic? How did you feel? And, what steps did you take to deal with the pressure?
· Why do you want a job in our company and what will you bring to the position?
· Why do you want to leave your current position?
· What type of company can you see yourself fitting into?
· Why should we take you on board?
· Have you ever had to deal with a difficult customer and how did you handle it?
· What are your key strengths and/or weaknesses?

12.· Make sure that you are able to answer these questions by providing the interviewer with specific examples.

That Brown Furry Thing.

2009-03-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

introducing the new mom

she havent thought of a name for the brown furry thing yet

brown furry thing got caught nibbling my toes

brown furry thing got caught trying to sneak into my pants

counting ur blessingS~!

2009-03-24T11:41:00.000-07:00

I always tell ppl to count their blessing and still i complain often sometimes.Well this time i want to share with u guys about a thank u list from someone who grew up having more downs than ups and still she is the most giggle-able person i;ve ever met.Nothing is easy. so here;s the thank u list and hope u feel better about ur life and the choices tat u've made along the years.

Thanks!
I am thankful that I was born poor--that I did not come into this world burdened by the whims of wealthy parents, with a bag of gold around my neck.

I am thankful for the adversities which have crossed my pathway, for they have taught me self-control, perseverance, tolerance and forgiveness.

I am thankful for the mistakes I have made, for through them I have learned the wisdom of caution.

I am thankful for having discovered that only that which I do for myself will be of permanent benefit to me.

I am thankful for having learned that I may enjoy real happiness in exact proportion to the extent that I help others to be happy.

I am thankful for having learned that before I can GET I must GIVE, and, that I will get exactly that which I give.

I am thankful for having learned that the best way to punish those who are unjust toward me is not to punish them at all, except by practicing the Golden Rule philosophy.

I am thankful for having learned, from the world war that has just closed, that brute force of MIGHT cannot win against that greater force of RIGHT, and that this applies to an individual the same as to nations.

I am thankful for having learned the folly of engaging in any transaction which does not benefit all who participate.

I am thankful for having learned that "like attracts like" --that "Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."

ps-she;s a little philosophical.and she stays in sg. our very own little miss giggles,ester ling.

overdue hello to 2009

2009-03-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

hello 2009...it was just like yesterday,i was in my primary one first day class when teacher,Puan Dang asked me to start everyday 's work by writing the date at the top corner of the page. Little did i know,it was kinda like signing up for 10-16years of studying. Well,that was 14 years ago. In this short amount of time,i've experience pain,joy,friendship and lots more ups and downs that made me who am i today. I've grown up but i'm still learning how to be a man. A man of my words,trustworthy,a leader and most importantly a happy man.
okay,wats new with 2009 then? My sister's married and now expecting her first child. Yeah..my goh jill leen is gonna be a momma.Of course good ol gideon will always wish she'll be a big momma. And then i'll have two mothers at home for a couple of months. One mommy dearest,one mama jill and will we be having kaima ester for christmas this year? *fingers crossed*. And ming shu is now my god brother. My family's expanding.
Well last weekend i went to singapore with my other 'family' and we had a blast,eventhough budget trip means 600rm gone. Freaking currency rate.But we had a blast tho. We stayed in this old 60s looking building with other backpackers sharing toilet and all,but it was good experience. One night me,joey and meichan went walking around town just to see how singapore is like at night,we got lost and ended up walking till 3.30 almost 4 around. Haha our navigating skills are legen..wait for it...dary....yeah u got tat right...but it was another good experience. MC's complaining was bearable tat night.:) But singapore was predictable,three days there and i kiasu-ed for days already. I get to go the most expensive golf club,sit in one of the most expensive cars in the world and darling vw golf gti. Big boys toys.If i stayed there for a year i think i'll go crazy cause no matter how hard u work unless ur paycheck is 6 or 7 digits, it'll never be enough. Money no enough..so true! -.-"
Okay what else is new for 2009 so far, i'm in my sem2 and i seriously dunno if there will be a sem3 for me. Hmm wat else? MC gonna have her third nipple removed soon,hope its not too painful. Batu wants me to mention her,so this is it. Batu's favourite date of the year is 14/3/2009. Car,sakae, and MU. But i doubt liverpool can go all the way.
That's it from me for now. Hoo Hoo Hoo,TTFM,tata for now!

Just a quick Update!

2008-12-03T12:28:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday,Ash and Alex. BIG 2-0,daddy-Os. haha i'm heading back to stw this weekend after my final paper on friday..whoohoo...My sis and victor is coming back too. hmm gon share my insights on stuffs tat happend in my life sooon..if ur interested,keep coming back for more....only on giddyck..where laziness is taken to a whole new level!! ;P

A Bender joke before i leave.
Mutant:hey,u ruined my dress....
Bender:honey,it was ruined the moment it got on u...hahaha

Evolution Of Dance Starting from the 50s

2008-11-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

hillarious!!

Music heals..i suppose

2008-11-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

Great musicians always die before i had the chance to enjoy their performances.

at least this dude stil alive and kicking...

Raya;s over!!

2008-10-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

Back to life,back to reality!i'll try to make this an insightful post and not an emo one. So how yall doin? First things first,take care and beware of dengue fever.Last time i heard raymond;s in ipoh general for dengue. all right,lets talk about a few stuff i wanted to blog about long time ago.starting with ten bucks.
Friends:
Who are we without friends?They say family+friends=happiness,there's some truth to that actually.Well,last raya holiday,i thought its gon be a meet-ol-frens time,just like the good old days. There i was,minding my own business one day when i got this sms about a bbq gathering at one of my old aquaintance;s house. (y i used aquaintance instead of old fren,i;ll get to tat later). So i tot,'oh well,ntg like saying hello right. oh boy oh boy,how wrong i was. Anyways me and my kangaroo buddy,went there and saw many familiar faces. But something;s wrong,the host and his gf werent outside,so i thought he;s full and i decided to say hi when he get out. Later into the evening,i felt something;s fishy,coz i saw a few of them whispering in a corner,the host was not saying hi to us. I marched up and ask a couple of questions to a few key VIPs then. Turns out the reason behind the sour ass face is coz we;re werent invited by him and the host told his pawns we havta pay. We left after paying ten bucks for two cups of coke and a few hotdogs. Why we were pissed u ask? We would never have come if werent for the smses to come.Secondly,what the big deal with asking for us to fork out some to help out. He could have told us straight,rather than having to pass the msg to several ppl before reaching us. and the cold treatment we got,no comments for peace keeping purposes.So my fellow frens,know ur aquaintances and friends.

Mother:
ahh,mothers~~ dont u just love them? i loved my parents even tho sometimes they drive me up the wall and vice versa. The other day my mom came to house in kl to stay coz her old friend came back from new zealand and they;re having a girls night out. Of course driving my mom around and seeing her enjoying her day with her girlfriends sure made my day,seeing she being young again and shopping like all girls do best. But even when she;s having fun,she still packed so much stuff for me and tidy up my room when i was in the shower. Its tiny gestures like these make me miss them the whole lot.Imagine u giving so many thoughts for another being.Hard i know.when we;re young its all about us.But parents they give their all for their children.Wat noble love*i;m laughin at myself at this point haha).Bottomline,when parent;s preach,listen or pretend to listen,giddyck in support of mommys and daddys coz they've got much more experience than us. like my fren once said,in mandarin,they fart more than we pant(ta men fan pi duo guo we men chuan chi) LOL
Health;
This is a topic most of us dont think we havta worry at this age. but hell,i;m gonna shoot wat i think i gotta change anyways. i gotta start having regular sleeping times.its starting to show. can u believe i;m been assumed to be 23-27 years of age quite regularly these few days. So basically i;m a 20 year old guy but ppl around me expects a 20plus mature charismatic guy.mature as in a old man mature. damn it. so frens,excercise regularly,battle of the bulge for the guys and hips horror for the ladies. Sleep more coz it shows on ur face. A successful dude looks lifely,not deadly with zombie hollow eyes. floss ur teeth for tat million dollar smile.

With this i bid u good bye. till next time. tata for now.

Breaking pointless news.

2008-09-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

I interupt ur daily msn and facebook moment with some disturbing news. Datuk Gideon has publicly apologised if he offended anyone by wishing them happy birthday reminded by his facebook account.He urge to ppl to be forgiving and continue to show their love for Gideon Goh who knoes he shudnt have added in the think friends think facebook comment.
In a another story,Gideon is in his second week of uni and thinks its really pointless studying stuff he doesnt even care about. who cares about newton law?whos cares wat kinda equations tat nid to be simplified? those are the questions tat Gideon is asking.
A few days back,Gideon was in AsiaCafe for Princess Ice Cream aka tan shi hui;s foosball competition.Bored out of his wits,Gideon call Princess hingus raddish leong mui wan and ali baba;s son,abu hong wee juen out.oh yeah the austrialia most popular animal also came,Joey ding hong chin.haha We meeting up during raya back in the Sacred land of Red Wine Mee Swa and newaisa-ism is running rampage among the youth and the kopitiam uncles alike. Anymore royal blood goin back on raya pls leave the date and how long u'll be staying at the chatterbox on the left. :)
A friend of minein his alte twenties was declared brain dead yesterday.He suffered major brain damage after being knock by a car and crashing his skull on the tarmac. His helmet which is suppose to protect his head flew off. So pls heed my advice,wear full helmets{not the full scrambler type tat joey wore for his scooter last time>:)] and pls buckle ur helmet correctly. it's not worth risking ur life. after all,life is all about having sweet and occasionally sad memories with ur frens and family innit?
I havta work for Iris Eyecare during raya..sobs...

September Birthday Boys and Girls~

2008-09-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

A very hapy birthday to those turning :
20:gerard,wong kayee,bryan newton julak,ivy,wilson,sweemeng,daowen,eechng,phooihang,jackson.
21:Radiance 'Batu' Leong:)
24,twenty four of age,: auntie ester ling sin yee..

hehehe if i missed out any,pls get a facebook account so keeping track will be easier...think friends,think facebook.haha

Live Life Cool

2008-09-05T09:54:00.000-07:00

Live life to the max guys.seriously.Dun care if ur in kl,us,china,russia,singapore or watever. do watever u wan to do. seriously the mentality is wrong. Study like a dog first.Suffer first then enjoy. how many times do u get to be young?y not study and enjoy at the same time? i've talk to so many frens. omg and they got this faith if they continue working hard like this they;ll be really really rich. omg..wats wrong with the society? ahhhhh wake up ppl. balance,ppl,balance! jeeeeeezzzzzz......

Back by popular demand~~

2008-09-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

yosh~i'm back. by popular demands. or rather just some ppl scolding. hehe...wasssup....
New layout...hope u guys like it.Mc didnt. screw mc.
So,how r u guys?i went to skool just now to get my spm cert.fuyoh..nostalgia giler...but i saw a lala girl chatting to a squatting lala guy at the bus bay gate. Romantic sial.Kids...piff...haha..some trials goin on. dunno if it spm or stpm. sudnt be bothered...office workers changed,all new malay rookies. i go in they continue chattin among themselves. Tats the spirit. until i call them only they layan me. Sorry for not being Mawi-ish or watever.Saw a guzillion spm certs with all the familiar names still there.Joey,farahana and a couple of names i cant remember even tho its just 20mins ago.
Anyways,i'm moving from Cheras to Sri Damansara this fri.Hopefully a more meaningful life from there onwards.But still cant beat the happening subang. Aih..lantaklah..Lets hope when i finally get my degree d then i can travel and work in diferent countries and hopefully can settle down elsewhere a rich man. hohoho. One got the rights to dream eih? But then it;ll be far from sri petaling. daym~~how to see cheng haw and chui king. alar... :)
So just a short one today.maybe will get pictures and post up my new place when i settle down there. And seeing ee so semangat in his badminton i think i'll take up a sport seriously.Hmm do i beat nadal or go smack tiger woods in the balls? i wonder....geez always spoilt for choice. i knoe i'll kick daowen;s ass in ping pong first, then giri;s on the pool table, become pro fooser to torment eileen and not lose so badly to ash and batu, and finally badminton to get tan sri and datukship before datuk low ee chng does...MUAHAHAHAHA

Have You Heard?

2008-06-05T23:20:00.000-07:00

First of all,thanks meichan for giving me a heads up to pump fuel, i did line up for gas but a mere 30mins wait. My housemates waited two full hours. Gosh.
So,fuel price hike up to 2.70rm per litre. i heard Tenaga gon increase their price by next month too. So boys and girls, except our millionaire boys and and girl, hang on tight.coz i think we;re heading into recession already.With the energy price goin up, soon food and public transport will go up.Semua naik,gaji tak naik.Sucky innit? Cant depends on our dumb pay slips coz 40% will go to gas,food and expenses. Imagine when u got houses,cars and wives to feed. Wats a 6-7k permonth pay by then? then imagine those earning 2-3k permonth? Times changing.So buddies sekalian ,pandai pandai lah. Oh yeah can anyone tell me when;s the date for the bak chang festival and daddy's day? tengkiu in advance. OH yeah .fuck christiano ronaldo. Pls accept the 100million+robinho deal. Snub sergio ramos from Madrid while ur at it too. He got kinda cocky already dun u agree?

Busta Rhymes FT L.p- We made it

2008-06-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

My Point Of View

2008-05-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Exams is near. Boo hoo. Have i mentioned about Man U winning the double last season? hoho i'm heading to kl today. yeah.... *wink wink
i wanna watch one piece and stand up comedies. the tv here too boring lah. gonna start work soon. blerghh....
the other day i was talkin to this really stupid guy. It really made me wonder. How come this moron thinks he;s damn smart har? the momma did a pretty good job at instilling self confidence into her retard son.
i woke up this morning at 5am. so i chatted with my sister loh. haha i told her about my dream. tat is my girlfriend used to be a he. haha i crack myself up sometimes. -.-"
U guys pernah dengar 'i would come to u' by old skool band Hanson who gave us Mmbop and Penny and me? chun sial.
hungry.....somebody feed me some nice food. so sick with the normal food.
Joke of the day.
-Wats that wrinkly thing on grandma?
-grandpa :)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......*take deep breath
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -end-

Notice

2008-05-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

Ahoy there maties~!just an quick update.
1)MANCHESTER UNITED RULES ENGLAND AND EUROPE.Due to John 'SlipNOt' Terry.
2)I so wanna do this to my car. $$$ urgh.....
3)Gotta kip my cool and stay fly~~exams coming T_T

plane-jason mraz

2008-05-08T12:24:00.000-07:00

song:plane
clips :the notebook(most popular chick flick ever)

Champions League Semi Finals(manchester united1-fc barcelona 0

2008-04-29T21:18:00.000-07:00

'woi,dun play play la. I wanna go to Moscow.
classic ronaldo display of diving skills. the defender just clipped his pants.
'GO dive in the pool but not on my field" says the referee.
''HEHE,sorry lah" replied ronaldo.

Paul Scholes doing wat he does best.Rockets one from way outside the box.scoring the match winnin goal with this shot.
barcelona manager and Deco walkin away in agony after the defeat.
A gentleman's game.Thierry Henry congratulating the home fans after the defeat.
Moscow here i come. A proud Sir Alex Ferguson.YATTA~~!!(ee chng style)

SideSplitters(TM)

2008-04-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

A 72-year-old Indian politician who lost in the recent 2008 election
went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up... The doctor asked him
how he was feeling, and the 72-year-old said, "Things are great and
I've never felt better. I now have a 20 year-old bride who is
pregnant with my child. So what do you think about that Doc?"

The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began to
tell a story.

"I have an older friend, much like you, who is an avid hunter and
never misses a season. One day he was setting off to go hunting. In a
bit of a hurry, he accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of
his gun. As he neared a lake, he came across a very large wild boar
sitting at the water's edge. He realized he'd left his gun at home
and so he couldn't shoot the magnificent creature. Out of habit he
raised his cane, aimed it at the animal as if it were his favorite
hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'. Miraculously, two shots rang out
and the wild boar fell over dead. Now, what do you think of that?"
asked the doctor.

The 72-year-old Indian politician said, "Logic would strongly suggest
that somebody else pumped a couple of rounds into that wild boar."
The doctor replied, "My point exactly."

...............................................

Chua S. Lek quit politics after his sex scandal. Since he had a
talent for pumping, he decided he will go into the petrol business.
There, he reckons he can still pump a little, and for once be paid
for it.

As a politician, he had talent. But selling petrol wasn't something
he was trained for so sales was slow. One day, he decided to put up a
promotion to increase his sales. So, he put up a sign that read,
"Free Sex with Fill-Up."
Soon Zam pulled in, filled his tank and asked for his free sex. Doc
Chua told him to pick a number from 1 to 10. If he guessed correctly,
he would
get his free sex. Zam guessed 8, and Doc Chua said, "You were close.
The number was 7. Sorry. No sex this time."

A week later, Zam, along with his UMNO friend Khairy, pulled in for
another fill-up. Again he asked for his free sex. Doc Chua again gave
him the same story, and asked him to guess the correct number. Zam
guessed 2 this time. Doc Chua said, "Sorry, it was 3. You were close,
but no free sex this time."

As they were driving away, Khairy said to Zam, "I think that game is
rigged and he doesn't really give away free sex."
Zam replied, "No it ain't, KJ. It's not rigged at all. My wife won
twice last week."

.........

NAMES OF DOLLS

mr Najib has 2 girlfriends and 2 wives. He called them:

1st girlfriend ..... baby doll
2nd girlfriend ..... Mongolian doll
1st wife.....barbie doll
2nd wife..... panadol !

..................................

Two old retired politician

Two old retired politicians decide they are close to their last days
and decide to have a last night on the town. Chan Kang Choy was
dumped because of the Port Klang Fiasco and Sammi Vellue was dumped
when a bridge collapsed, killing 100 Indians. Nothing to do, they
took a lot of drinks and ended up at the local brothel, managed by a
part-time florist.

The Madam takes one look at the two old geezers and whispers to her
Manager, "Go up to the first two bedrooms and put an inflated doll on
each bed. These two are so old and drunk, I'm not wasting two of my
girls on them. They won't know the difference."

The Manager does as he is told and the two old men go upstairs to
take care of their business.
As they are walking home, the Chan Kang Choy says, "You know, I think
my girl was dead!"

"Dead?" says Sammi Vellue, "Why do you say that?"

"Well, she never moved or made a sound all the time I was loving
her."

Sammi Vellue says, "Could be worse - I think mine was a witch."
"A witch, why the hell would you sat that?"
"Well, I was making love to her, kissing her on the neck and I gave
her a little bite, then she farted and flew out the window, taking my
teeth with her."

.............................

Somebody farted during the inquiry.

Inquiry officer asked Tengku Anan first: Did you fart?

Anan replied: You must be drunk or mad.
the officer then asked Dr Mahathir: Did you fart?
Mahatir answered: I don't remember. Anyway it's my prerogative to
fart and I don't have to answer to anybody.

He then asked Eusof Cheen: Did you fart?

Eusof Cheen answered: If anyone wants to fart, what can I do?

The officer then turned to Lingam: Did you fart?

Lingam replied: Sounds like mine, smells like mine
..........but....it is not me.

.

Pek Lah was seated next to a little girl on an airplane that was
leaving KLIA. He turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that
flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow
passenger."

The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and
said to Pak Lah, "What would you like to talk about?"

"Oh, I don't know", said Pek Lah, "How about who is going to win the
next election?"

"OK", she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask
you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the
same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out
a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you
suppose that is?"

Pek Lah thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."

The little girl then asks, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss
who is going to win the next election when you don't know shit?"

(names changed to protect myself.)

Never Piss The Devil Off~~!!

2008-03-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

i just like this picture..so cool...the devil within..

Barely 24!!

2008-03-14T06:51:00.000-07:00

4.45am
A Wentworth Miller lookalike awoke with a start.Apparently something is wrong coz all the lights and his windows media player is still running but he remembered he was only resting.He checked his cellphone,found out the time and knew this is bad. Real bad. Coz my name is agent Jack Bauer..oops Gideon. And this is gonna be the longest day of my life.

*this part u imagine the show '24's clock tickin sound.

6.00am
Still lying in bed,gideon tried his very best to sleep.THen he heard footsteps and water running in the outside toilet. The ladies have woke up to start the day.All tensed and alert,with his guitar resting on his tummy,stressed Gideon knew he has to try to save his reputation and creditability,by staying awake all day long.As he rise up to head to the toilet,he knew. This is where his day will begin.

7.45am
After helping out with the vegetables and crying over cutting onions,gideon did something very important,he changes into his SWAT equitments which is equivalent to basketball attire and hurried off to the airfield(astaka). In order to attain braggin rights and the right to screw cheng haw for his unnecessary tauntings via phone and msn,he havta reach there in 15minutes time via the back alley. Gideon;s trusty 125cylinder capacity Japanese-make scooter zoomed thru the turns and corners in a jiffy only to be slowed down by the busy market district in looking good area.The condition doesnt seems good for Gideon. But perseverence is the key,Gideon raced against time.Will he make it?

8.00am
Gideon was huffing and puffing by the time he reached the airfield. BUt to his suprise,there;s not a single agent present at the rendezvous point. He knew by then, hehe he completed his first mission of the day.:)

11.00am
Reporting to the HQ(shop), Big Daddy O told me to get to work instantly, tat is glazing lenses for my BOMBS..hehe takde la.. then i went alone to switch 'powdery goods' at a contruction site. Stupid workers caused me a lot of headaches and stress. Bottomline,my day got worse workin together with these stupid ppl with peas for brains.

after tat the whole day went pretty normally.so -the end-

PS>i'll be taking up a job at ayer tawar which offer me the best training environment for my future full time job. My first step to achieving my 2008 resolution.YeAH!!

Negara Adil Dan MAkmur Indeed~~

2008-03-05T22:39:00.000-08:00

These lists cover a period of about 49 years since Independence Day in
Malaysia (1957):

(1) Out of all the 5 major banks in Malaysia, only one bank is own by
multi-racial, the rest are controlled by Malays.

(2) 99% of Petronas (the only one petroleum company) directors are
Malays, and the former Prime Minister work as Consultant in Petronas.

(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese.

(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by Malays.

(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be
"bumi's status" (Malay).

(6) 0% of non-Malays staffs are legally required in Malay's companies.
But there must be 30% Malays staffs in Chinese companies and
shareholder. Which this mean non-Malays own company needs to give
their property to Malays. And non-Malays citizen can't really own
their business.

(7) 5% of all new intake for government police, nurses, army, is non-Malays.

(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force
(RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960.

(9) 2% is the percentage of non-Malays government servants in
Putrajaya ( Malaysia main government office). But Malays make up 98%.

(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole
government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960. Only 2 position for
non-Malays in political status.

(11) 95% of government contracts are given to Malays; even it is an
open tender. Non-Malays contractors tender the lower price and use
better materials can't get the contract that government given.

(12) 100% all business licenses are controlled by Malay government e.g
. Taxi permits, Approved permits, etc. and all the license are given
to government officer families.

(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah (north of peninsular
Malaysia had to be sold to Malay and controlled by Bernas (Government
Org.) since 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice
millers.

(14) 100 big companies set up, owned and managed by Chinese Malaysians
were taken over by government, and later managed by Malays since
1970's e.g. UTC, UMBC, MISC, etc. This company now is the sole
company.

(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout
Malaysia,throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other Malay
transport companies due to rejection by Malay authority to Chinese
application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new
buses.

(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor (South
of Peninsular Malaysia ) Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi
drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club
properties was the reason given.

(17) 0 non-Malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar (city
in south peninsular Malaysia ) bus station (November 2004).

(18) 8000 billions ringgit is the total amount the government chan
neled to Malays pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatization of
government agencies like Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years
periods.

(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 â¤" 2000

(20) 144 Tamil primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000

(21) 2637 Malay primary schools built since 1968 - 2000

(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Tamil
schools got only 1%, Malay schools got 96.5%

(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get
school-text-book-loan, and a Malay parent with RM2000 salary is
eligible.

(24) 10 all public universities vice chan cellors are Malays. And
politics in universities are held by Malays. If non-Malays want to
form a politics parties, there is no way to get approved. (25) 5% -
the government universities lecturers of non-Malay origins had been
reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004 with the reason
Malaysia Education Ministry give full support for Malays only.

(26) Only 5% is given to non-Malays for government scholarships over 40 years.

(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look
East Policy".

(28) 128 STPM (High Study / A Level) Chinese top students coul d n ot
get into the course that they aspired i.e. Medicine and doctors (in
2004). Malays with not qualify result can get into the course.

(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools
beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was
100% Malays.

(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in
the National Service program since 2003.

(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% since
1957 because government are not support non-Malays like government
support Malays.

(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop
from 12% since 1957.

(33) 2 millions Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40
years ago due to unfair politics.

(34) 0.5 million Indians Malaysians had emigrated to overseas.

(35) 3 millions Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became
malaysian citizens with bumi's status.

(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indians Malaysians with "red I/C" (a
temporary identity card) and were rejected repeatedly when applying
for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed
away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got
their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians

(37) 5% - 15% discount for a Malay to buy a house, regardless whether
the Malay is rich or poor

(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what
Malays villages got for rural development budget..

(39) 50 roa d n ames (at least) had been chan ge from Chinese names to
other names.

(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Le ong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (
e.g.Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a
few days. Government tries to shun Chinese names. This racism happened
in around year 2000 or sort.

(41) 0 temples/churches were built for each housing estate. But every
housing estate MUST got at least one mosque/surau built.

(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout
Malaysia since 1970 with full government support. No temples, no
churches are built in housing estates that supported by government.

(43) 1 Catholic Church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be
constructed. But told by Malay authority that it must look like a
factory and can't look like a church. Still not yet approved since
2004.

(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)

(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, and TV3) have
directors of non-Malays origin.

(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the
bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had Malay face. You can
check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less.

(47) 10 times, at least, Malays (especially Umno) had threatened to
massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969.

(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP woul d n ot get funds from the
government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would
be the last to be developed

(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racist
re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates,
particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s

(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia
government since 1960

(51) 0 elimination of, all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human
Rights)is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s

(52) 20 reported cases whereby Malay ambulance attendance treated
Chinese patients inhumanely, and Malay government hospital staffs
purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported
cases may be 200

(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths
being beaten up by Malay youths in public places. We may check at
police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there
will be no record

(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally
knocked down Malays were seriously assaulted or killed by Malays

(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN (Malays Own banks) got per annum while banks
fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum.

And more cases haven't been discovered.

*got this in one of kennysia;s comments.

OF LIES AND DECEIT!!

2008-03-04T09:44:00.000-08:00

aL-jAZEERA coverage on msia election 2008. VOTE OPPOSITION!!VOTE FOR A BETTER MALAYSIA!!

ps:dun havta finish the 2nd part. ITs just plain stupid.

Slumber Trouble~~

2008-03-02T00:34:00.001-08:00

The offer for wack-a-dog promo ended. Coz my cousin brother took care of stupid dog(tm) once and for all. I dun knoe wat he did. But its gone. Amen.
All right. I went out last night to join my cousins and ever-lovely cathering and syed and jym for some beer at bistro and then went to join jamie at full pann . Sitiawan is a lovely place but sorry to say have no night life. Every decent pub will either do drugs or chinese lil dragons or worst,infested by siukeongs and kachak muis of all ages. To the point it sickens me.
Anyways,its sunday today. And i slept till 2. Hey i tried to wake up early, even set two different alarms. Still to no avail. I cant get to sleep like tat *snap finger* and i cant wake up early. To the point i feel so useless and depressed. And Mom didnt hold back when she got back from the shop just now. She really gave it to me. Then it hit me. I wanted to be free. Free as in the ability to give and take as i pls. I didnt wanna work till 55 and then retire with my pension. I just got screwed real badly and i thinkin of these nonsense. I may just be the legendary daydreamer after all. Back to the point. I really get my sleepin time and my schedule back in line. I was thinkin maybe go shoot hoops for three hours will get me so tired tat hopefully i'll doze off at 11 tonight. As i prepare my attire and my size 11 sneakers for some king james action, IT STARTED RAINING. Not those little droplets of rain. HUGE RAINDROPS for ten seconds or so. Then as sudden as it came,the rain stopped. Its like God;s messing with me or some sort.,''HAHA,GIDEON!In ur face.!'' -.- Fine.U win. But there;s always the indoor court at astaka. :P

Dogs

2008-02-25T12:53:00.000-08:00

Man's best friend.Boy can they run. Alright,here's how the story goes. My aunt,who lives next door kinda got herself a pet. This stupid mongrel came to my aunt;s house and stuck around. Being naturally kind my aunt started feedin the dumb dog. My family were quite cool with it since the bitch is quite quiet. (i mean the dog) One day,my socks started to go missing. found them on the grass. Quite ragged up. So being the good ol me,i forgive tat fuckin dog, understanding tats probably how their brain works. The trouble starts when It started gnawing on my shoes. My brother went balistic one morning just before skool, because he found his skool shoes torn apart by It. Mom said nevermind. its an old pair anyways. Obediently,my bro soon forgot bout the shoes. Then someday, It did something beyond forgiveness. 'Never bite the hands tat feeds' they say,i'd say never bite the feeder;s nephew;s And1's. Never. Ever.
Tat nite i came home,found my shoe ripped. Not of natural causes. Bite marks. I grabbed my stick, which i named ' Watsup dawg?', and gave the poor old dog who was minding his own business sleepin soundly the best golf swing of my life. It woke up with a start, looked at me and split the joint. Damn~! It was fast. Probably the fastest i ever seen the dog run. Then i tried something i saw from 300. I posted myself with penuh gaya and threw Watsup dawg like a javelin at tat fuckin dog. (the gate connectin my house and my aunt;s house was locked:) )
Then It ran towards me,i tot it'll attack so i braced myself to kick and swing my gardenin hoe at tat mongrel. (After i threw Watsup dawg i actually got abit tiny scared and grab the hoe lying on the ground) Luckily,for the dog tat is, It ran to my gate, jumped over the side railin to my neighbours house and ran off. All my fury was gone by then. I picked Watsup dawg up and went over the my aunt;s place. Exactly like i thought, dogs will remains man;s best fren coz they;re really really dumb. i found the dog entering the front gate like ntg ever happend. But funny enough, the dog made a U turn and ran hiding when it saw me. Haha.Occasionally i visit my aunt;s place. Just to made tat little fucker run around. Anybody nid to vent their anger on some dog? Call me. Arrangements will be made. (i got the green light from my aunt already just now :) ) No,i'm not mean. I"m a caring and loving fella. its just some dogs dun deserve some loving. Ask giri if i'm mean to princess. This is gideon. signin off.

PS: check out facebook and petaibabe.blogspot.com if u want to see pictures and stories about the gang;s tales and adventure.

Gong hei fatt choy~~

2008-01-23T09:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!!! how;s everybody doin? to those reading pls update me via the chatterbox or comments department. Its tat time of the the year again. Gamble,drink, say hello nicely to old folks just to get angpow. Its a mean world. Imagine if adults dun give angpow on new year, hah! to hell with them. We'll just play cards till its dawn and sleep all day. hehe
Its reunion time. Led zepellin ,the police,faith no more,spice girls,backstreet gays and a few more,they all did some reunion gig just for old times. damn haha time sure blew by us quick. Back then when my sis adored spice girls ,they were hot.now they;re all aunties. but with the help of make ups,plastic surgeons and computer graphics they all look as if they never aged. piff fakes! So,my buddies out there..somewhere.. make us u try and make it back this year. To those few oversea boys and girls,Hapy chinese new year. Angpows and familiar faces are ntg compared to ur lives out of Msia. SO no worries , u guys wont miss a thing..HAHA!
My last post was in xmas. So haha i've been busy. went to singapore. Check my facebook for pictures. Went to kl for a few days of fun even, check facebook too. then grandma;s birthday,new year christmas nite, all check facebook for pictures.
Annoucin the arivals of Mei chan on the 4th? and ee on the 27th? ..shit i forgot.. takpe lah stw so small. NO worries. hmm so much for pictures galore(tm) . its all in facebook. IF u want detailed descriptive blog post about our trip to sg, check out auntie ester;s blog . its in the archive somewhere. THe link is at the bottom right of my blog.
So wishing ur guys a productive new year and a properous one too. :)

Christmas~~!!

2007-12-25T09:47:00.000-08:00

First,a merry christmas and a happy new year to everybody. So far,i've been tortured into accompanying my mom and sister to go shoppin. They went in at 2pm and left when the store were closing.U do the math._T
Went to bistro for a few nights with annie,catherine wong,my sis and a few other for a few nights in a row. HAd so many buckets of beer. These older folks really knoe how to party. Walked on the beach with them. Seeing the same wesley thingy again this year.
Next,giri;s sister's weddin and pre wedding partying..alcohol and hehe secret...I'm gonna post watever pictures i have soon. so stay tuned for Picture Galore(tm)

Weather~

2007-12-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

''These are the seasons of emotion and like the wind they rise and fall,this is the wonder of devotion-I seek the torch we must all hold.This is the mystery of the quotient. Upon us all a little rain must fall..."

-Led Zeppelin,the rain song.-

HAppy birthday to the greatest Momma in the whole wide world....

2007-12-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

It my Mom;s birthday today..so here goes at my e-card attempt.

(note: the lady in pink is not my mom) ha.ha..

As i would remember it....

"...boy wakes up reluctantly after being called by mom from downstairs.Grumpily boy goes into the toilet and gets ready while mom got the breakfast ready.every morning,mom sends off boys and girl at the door while the kids walk to the school. Mom would get ready to go to work.Sometimes,mommy wakes up late because she's a human too like u and me.Kids will be kids. They'll wake mom up and say,'' Mom,i'm late,i'm late!! Mom would wake up and prepare the stuff in the kitchen while the kids prepared themselves. Occasionally dad would prepare us for skool too..

*I added tat to not let Dad feels left out..

High school years came,one by one the kids have activities of their own. Times practically flew by..while Mom and Dad continued their daily routine making ends meet and giving the kids the education they'll nid to survive in this cruel sick world...

Days goes by,years come and go.those kids,one kid and two brats turned into adults,while Mom and Dad learns to relax a lil now tat those 'adults' are goin to college. The metamorphosis is almost done.Time for the chicks to left the nest.

But Mom...and Dad..of coz :) Rest assured,coz we'll try and make u guys proud and be the adults u raised us up to be....Happy birthday Mom!!!

*I gtg study now..my housemates studyin like mad...damn them for being so kiasu...

NewsFlash...

2007-12-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

http://img260.imageshack.us/img260/8319/showletter8rs.jpg
take a look!!it'll blow u away~~Makes me sick just lookin at em pics...how cruel some animals can be....they deserve to be whipped,hanged and paraded around their hometown upside down tied naked to a pole with nails....

Few years back,i thought to myself. I'll never have be boring adult life..never be,never will be...turns out..i DO have a boring life....but i knoe u guys have boring times too...coz ur readin my blog..Anyone of u into shares..US market did a flip downwards last week i think.....time to tag along the market bounce back train...i read about it in msn la...
Jill 'pain in the ass' Leen landed two days ago..i had to pick her up and first thing she said to me...was....sorry,may i have a moment.....ehem... here goes...eeyer..y u so ah beng one? felt like sendin her back on the next flight back to dublin...but we had plenty of laughs on our way back...so ur pardoned ...

Do u havta tat kinda feelin..not envious,not jealous....but when u see somebody real good at wat their doing...Well, lets just say i met with some super rich dude who is just as normal as u and me but somehow he's stinkin rich......bullshitnyer....

I went to church the other day..in kl i mean...real small shoplot church...first time i went in i met tis aunty sue...We introduced each other briefly...then she started preachin to me...And my fren told me how he dislikes all these single God punya religion...coz they're all just selfish...no respects for other religions....then he and an super christian and one super pro Buddhist...started arguing....Finally...religious side gave up...logic atheist won....

The other day i went to dinner with my fren and we saw this huge car crash..waja vs wira,wah...the entire passenger side of the wira gone...totalled....waja punya engine compartment oso gone missing....complete and utter disaster.....

Pictures Galore~~ Goma Goma No Bazooka!! (see from below)

2007-11-09T10:37:00.000-08:00

The flood i told u about...

Drools......*wipe*.....drools again..

Steamboat in Subang...

ON our way to the lagoon.

Beach boys..

Group PIc

HAaahaaaaa....limsen tried to ...hahahha nvm

Hpmmmh call me giddy..

I tried lookin for the scary movie mask..but this is all i got...

After exam...real bad mood...but in a artistic pose..

they just had to ruin the picture for me...ish...

half an hour into group discussion..

Monkey fell asleep after 15minutes..useless

Mom,arent u proud??

better still...i saved their asses ..

dinner before exam day..

Its About Time...~~

2007-11-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

So,how are yall doin? I heard sin yuin;s gonna be on connetto love perhaps this season. Kudos..sexy chick from sitiawan made it. Ash's gonna start his internship. I'l be finishin my stupid course. I'll be facing them ugly londoners this tuesday. wish me luck. wats else is new? My sister's gonna be in malaysia 6th of dec. Gotta watch out for tat. I'll be hunting for jobs soon. After january maybe. HEHE my internship. OH yeah. I'll be moving from my rm172 master bedroom with two roommates to a rm280*(still negotiating) master bedroom all for my self. bwaahaha..privacy at last. How cool is tat?
Went to MV to do some last minute shopping for my finals presentation today. I bumped into someone rather big. Or she;s gettin bigger. According to alex lee lah. With the evergreen miss Woo . Just plain weird bumpin into they all like tat. Felt so formal.
Hmm,so many choices to make.Adulthood sucks iniit? but look at the bright side. ....I'm turnin 20T_T. how bright can tat be? anyways,wat company shud i go look for job in? Optical 88 from hk? Paris miki From japan? Focus blergh from msia?
heard from cheng haw the form 6 fellas are so torn apart there's no more gang left. Wat the point of goin back anymore? guys pls be more matured. I knoe i got a fair few good frens back there. Mom said i could go ireland and survey the area out next year. Hehe mom,i knoe u want to go there to see how sis is living her life? Dun use me as alasan.
Today my kl gang argued with their neighbour over parking spaces. We rushed to their aid. I ended up feelin so gangster like coz its 12 guys and one rude canto flingin middle aged man. wtf man. u parked at our place. y u so angry when we asked the guard to clamp? Jeeshh..be more civilised.
So basically i think i'l spend 2008 or most of it in malaysia anyways. I'l get my working exp and go kick irish;s asses. Or i'l just do degree here in msia. Anyways its all still under consideration. no worries.
Thinkin about working and facing the boss if i made a mistake. It strikes fear in me. Very bad u might say,i knoe,i'm trying to change. So far so good. Adults and ppl alike here are cool with me. Means i'm not irresponsible or rude or anything. I just dun talk much. Or talk anything tat mean much? haha Sometimes i pity those who are outcasted by the society or rather a community. some outcasts are just being nice but annoying. Some are asses who deserve to be bitch slapped. Blubber...blubber blubber..haha
I got loads of photos tat might be interesting.I got this video which i cant seem to upload. the video is about cheras gettin flooded. Up to my knee level mind u. I cant stop laughin when i see impatient ppl tryin to drag their car pass the flooded area and end up comin out to psh their car...bahahahhaha...stupeed~~~ Gonna upload it soon la..

TTFN. (incase u dun knoe,its Ta TA For Now) hehe peace!!

A story for u and me~~

2007-10-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

I got this from a fren of mine. I think it'll help somehow. Hey just make ur parents day. lets them read this . Tat'll refresh their relationship i think. ur dad might get a warning from ur mom but wat the heck. We;re clearly too young for this but just bear this story in mind. Dun commit adultery in the first place. This is how it goes:

''When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and atequietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. Shedidn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away thechopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew shewanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I couldhardly give her a satisfactory answer; i had lost my heart to a lovelygirl called Dew.
I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, 30% shares of my company and the car.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who hadspent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I feltsorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not takeback what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expectedto see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea ofdivorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmerand clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writingsomething at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight tosleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventfulday with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the tablewriting. I just did not care so Iturned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't wantanything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. Sherequested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal alife as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in amonth's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our brokenmarriage. This was agreeable to me.

But she had something more, she asked me torecall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her outof our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was goingcrazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her oddrequest. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies,she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn'thad any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitlyexpressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we bothappeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy inhis arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom tothe sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meterswith her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, don't tellour son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put herdown outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest.. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that Ihadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on herface, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her.For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacyreturning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life tome.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacywas growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier tocarry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a fewdresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all mydresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenlyit hit me, .. she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeinghis father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of hislife. My wife gestured to our son to come close rand hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change mymind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walkingfrom the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; itwas just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I heldher in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school.I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her,Sorry,Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have afever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, Iwon't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and Ididn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love eachother any more. Now I realized that since I carried her into my homeon our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death does usapart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and thenslammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and droveaway. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowersfor my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. Ismiled and wrote:I'll carry you out every morning until deaths does us apart.

The small details of our lives are what really matter in a relationship.It is not the mansion, the car, the property, the bank balance that matters. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot givehappiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things foreach other that build intimacy.

insomnia..

2007-10-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

As stated in my title,i got a sleeping problem. Many of u might say,'aiya its gideon la.his problem is he just cant wake up on time for something.' But seriously,i got this weird sleepin pattern. First,i cant get into the sleepin state so easily at night. when i usually get to sleep,haha i got this hard-to-get-out-of-bed sickness. okay this is all bullshit.
I wanna say tat i lied down on my bed at 1am last nite.Guess wat? i didnt get into any sleep at all. every single time i check the clock,4am,6am,7am, wat the hell...my spirit is strong by the flesh is weak. my eyes are droopy but but my brain still working full time. Ppl told me,just close ur eyes and relax.Then my hearing became sharp as hell. Little things like the air cond humming, water drippin in the toilet,roommate chewing his teeth while another breathes like he's on life support , even the motor exhaust buzzing at the guardhouse of my villa laman tasik i can hear perfectly. Argh the pain it caused me. Goin to classes zombie-like. and my neck is so stiff.
So far,i;ve tried counting sheeps,bullshit. Staring at the ceiling, nonsense. REadin a book.didnt make me sleepy also. maybe coz i choose to read some fma-kind mag gua. the lamest thing i;ve tried,drinkin milk. haha i end up finish the whole carlton of milk. then i started to mengada-gada. Do push ups la, read my anatomy notes, playin lousy music on peter;s guitar.I laugh at my singin. coz i tried to sing high-by james blunt. haha it was really high and i sounded like a squirrel got hit by a bike slowly. then by 7 am, i rather not sleep already and bath and came to college one hour early.
Conclusion:i'm gonna try not to fall asleep during class and after tat too so i can switch my body time back to normal. WIsh me luck.

We are the future..

2007-09-16T11:38:00.000-07:00

'You are born to live,not living because u are born'
'Don't go the way life takes u,take the life the way u go"
'If u want somethin u never had,do something u have never done'

The three phrases up there i got it from my email. Pretty meaningful don't u think? i think its a loadful of crap. So far,life have always been about making money to me. Faking smiles to ppl u dun like. Y? its all business. U gotta be pro wor. Study to do wat? To earn a stable and high salary. Sometimes,i wonder where are we goin with our life? My mom says i;m an eccentric. I do think so myself. Anyways, i envy those who dare to throw everything down on the line and go ahead and does wat they want in their life. No playin it safe. Just go ahead. die die lah. where am i goin with this post. i lost track of wat i wanna say d.

'this is a story of a girl,who cried a river and drowned the whole world...'
i hate a certain aspects of my life..i really do.

Deja Vu

2007-09-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

Holla guys..been having a blast since my last post..not to mention a few bumps in my life too..but i survived...*sings I Would Survive* i went clubbin again last nite..its was fun...but the gang of lalas which alex brought werent tat cool..kinda roughen up my nite a little ..but in the end i went to my gang with limsen...stuffs happend and boy i was glad i went to the other gang..ahh..damn it...dunno whether being single is a bad thing or a good thing..coz i'm goin out of control..haha
hey fellas,heard of a thing called deja vu? i've been havin this deja vu thing happenin to me very often lately..i knoe stuff ppl gonna say coz i remember dreamin about that particular scene..the other day i went to movies with my frenss..watched some korean horror flick "roommates' damn i kinda knew the girl was goin to commit suicide..
oh yea happy birthday to sm,dao,and wilson . wish u guys all the best... ester;s comin next week..grandma..i've never met u before...kinda scared i'll freeze up and be courteous haha ..
Everybody went back this week...damn it..so sien..whenever i choose to stay,they all leave..dunno wats their problem...
oh yea i went karaoke-ing with my frens..haha damn nice...if i recorded tat and post it on youtube..we'll probably be more popular than those idol rejects..ahaha I'll have those pictures posted some time on Pictures Galore.tm
I miss my home..becoz of the little things i took for granted..like strong water pressure,unlimited amount of food in the kitchen..i'm so sick of goin to kitchen findin it in a mess..with no food...even drinks oso havta boil on my own...Channin;s is so gonna suffer when he comes to college..heeehee i can imagine him standin there goin,'' er..how do i boil water?i cant fry eggs..wat do i do? '' then he runs around shoutin after gettin a drop of hot oil land on his arm..haha toufu...

Merdeka?

2007-08-31T13:02:00.000-07:00

merdeka!!i travel 1 and half hours to the curve to join the celebrations.No its not the semangat cintakan negara tat drives me to do tat.its rather the after party and liquor tat drives us there. :) i didnt get to snap any picture.all thanks to my state-of-the-art vga camera which cant take a decent picture. i'll wait for that 5.0 mp k850i comin out soon to a town near u. we fuckin waited for three hours just to get seats in 'The Laundry" , when we finally got to sit, we were informed there;s only beers availble. -.- takpe..we took it.after tat we were finally enjoying ourselves.
I was fittin in well coz most of the gang i;m actually meeting them for the first time. Lin Wei and Cher ling..nicest girl i ever met. not to mention darsini,altho she did get pissed after goin round 1u twice due to some navigation problem. On the way back,giri was hopeless.he slept as soon we started the journey,cher ling also. Me being the nicest among the lot had to teman dars all the way back.
I left early the next day.Lrt was packed. damn i became sardine. came back exhausted. Slept till 7.30 pm. So, here i am bloggin at 5am. fuckin fucked up timetable.

Gideon

2007-08-29T10:21:00.000-07:00

gideon feels bored.
coz gideon got finals coming soon.
gideon watched simpsons on dvd last nite.
homer haha was so funny.
gideon wants to go back to stw.
but he couldnt coz he got this real hectic schedule goin on.
gideon is wondering how are things goin for the rest of the gang
coz its been a while,so guys,where all those keep in touch thingy went?
gideon went to play basketball the other day in some unknown housing area near cheras,
almost got into fight with them coz they said we simply call the rules.they started it..
gideon thinks ester ling sin yee is one girl who eats too much...
coz she cant fit in her bikini..muahahahha
gideon have been having trouble sleepin at night
damn it becoz stupid peter chewin on his teeth ..ass
gideon watched ratatouille
haha god it was nice...
gideon learnt freestyle and frog style swimming in two months.
but i cant go real fast.. -.-
gideon is supposed to blog about alot of stuff.
but whenever he log into his blogger account..his brain switch off.
so hakuna matata....

hotel california

2007-08-16T14:48:00.000-07:00

"On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway; I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,

I thought I heard them say...
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here
Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain, 'Please bring me my wine'
He said,'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night Just to hear them say...
Welcome to the Hotel California Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis
Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast "

pictures..

2007-08-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

Finally,i got my clubbin pictures...wat the hell...its my birthday and i got wasted like tat..gee thanks guys.. -.- asses....i'm drunk okay..i dun havta tat mighty alcohol drinkin ability.. fuck u bernard...these pictures are for funs...look if u want...u losers~~!! hahaha

me and yeelee and michelle..yeelee is on my right..

two of the best lookin guys in axismatics..i kid u not...haha this guy is super pro dota player...dun believe me..come to bandar sri permaisuri;s cybertime and challege his posse..

the gang....all close and cuddly..kinda gay? haha

SEE!they;re being gay again...i was stand at the side minding my own business kena dragged in...

now this dude wanted to take pictures with me...takkan i tak pedulikan him ma right..haha

paiseh...too many shots of JD and Blakc labels...

UPdate

2007-08-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

Its been one hell of a week.First and foremost i wanna thank everybody who remembered my birthday.u guys are the best~~Alright,first i wanna announce the return of Jackson this coming 10th of august.Beware ladies..jangan main main.Then Daowen leaving in the 11th of august.(-.-")u two go problems with each other izit??
So i'm back in stw again.I purposely made the trip for pangkor trip.turns out a few key players couldnt make it back. KInda dissappointin trip this time.Aih we're getting too old for this i think. Raymond keep talkin about his direct selling thing to me.joanne and hoon wah,loving like usual. Ee chng,chinaman dun like the beach so kena taunted by the guys. Mc and Dao,two fat asses enjoying themselves. Houwen,basiccally smsed the whole trip. Heman did crazy stuff all the time.Sweemeng changed into a more outgoin person already.Chye huat,sir Knoe it all is a pain in the ass,as usual. Tee yan,the shorty kena bullied in the water all the time. Gerard kip splattin himself on the water face down.DFA~ Hmm lastly julian,didnt make any noise oso..except being pawned by me in MARIOKART..wuhahahhaa
Last nite got this steamboat thing goin on in dao;s place.Thanks dude.Great party~! Nice food, saw lots of old familiar faces there.Not bad not bad,except the part where i let it riiippppp~~haha end of rippin discussion.Stayed there till 3am,I teamed with seed,px,tiaso and darkrose in dota.Mana tahu later kena owned. Lousy teammates. heehee...
Woke up early today,just to find out my mom had to go to ipoh with my aunt.Sien.wake up for nothing. So i sang karaoke with channin whole afternoon. All those classics.hahha.my indon maid keep laughin while ironing the clothes..cilaka..haha practically did nothing else after tat. Bad mood for me. Sis bad mood i go cucuk with stick kena diao..then diao bad and spoilt each other;s mood. Thank goodness she's so far away. If not she kena liao...haaha kidding kidding..
For my birthday,i got birthday wishes from many ppl whom i had not talked to in years..thanks guys.My eldest sister in jb called and talked to me for an hour.I even got a gift from my designer cousin,nikka.Hehe even eve and keng ming wished. Syiok giler tat feelin.Thanks alot:) tat nite my kl gang and i went to maison, they asked me to drink one shot with each of them. So alex,phooihang,bernard,limsen,kai kai, chin,oscar,ewen,mic,jane,yeelee and meizi,u do the math...i puked so hard tat nite,but i also got this new found courage to pick up chicks to dance with me.SO i basically dance with every hot girl one the dance floor.I even asked for a birthday kiss,which they all responded rather passionately :) There;s one girl with even gave me a hug. hehe Life;s all good duncha think? :)
My birthday both the chinese lunar one and the normal gregorian calendar falls together this year. Which coincidently falls on the Guan Yin Ma's birthday. Will it bring me good luck for the rest of the year?i sure hope so. Never really believed this fengshui thingy. But i thank God i made it to my 19th birthday.
Rock music have always been associated with the devil.So reviewed all the songs i listen often nowadays.Metallica,eagles and acdc all got connection with satanism.Alar...is this y my temper tat bad? Aih forget it. EXIT LIGHT~~~ENTER NIGHT~~~~

Off i go~~

2007-07-17T12:24:00.000-07:00

Time seems to fly when u;re enjoying ur time.Soon i';ll be back at college or institute or watever its called..piff I really cant be slackin off anymore since its the final sem.All i have to do is nail it this time and i;m out.Ahhh..Better work at it,gideon...ehem..granny,i wont be chattin with u tat often soon so better dun go kill ur gay collegue or foot-lookin bitches. We;ll get drunk together soon enough.
Hey i just thought of something.U knoe the chinese have always been associated with smaller 'guns' or slow sex drive.But if u think about it,chinese man may have smaller parts than our african or white brothers but look at our world population.Hehe our ancestors probably got bored and stop fuckin tat much.So after 2000 years we evolved. hehe Its just my thought though..haha
Ever wondered wat life might have been if chinese didnt migrate here,man...we;ll all be farmers in FuChow Province,China.Wouldnt want to happen,i'll be a sucky farmer. Not tat i have anything against the farmers tho. I just dun like diggin soil under the sun tats all.
Yawns..good nite yall

talkin to myself..

2007-07-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

hello,mom just came in and said something about minding my language.Turns out she saw me using the fuck word on msn.Shit,tat's sure something to be careful with,the police might sumbat me in the jail or something.-.-" wat the hell!
I just played finish playing badminton with the gang.Fuah...so not satisfying.Not competitive enough.we were all just listenin to Mike the white kiwi talk all day along.
Its been a long long holiday.I;ve forgotten all my formulas,i did not learn any new stuff,kept doin the same process all over and over again in my shop.I"m growin to hate my job.EVEN before i graduate.wat the hell..u can guess how frustrated i am these few weeks...and the people around me kip askin me to do really tought decisions like in *snap finger* just like tat,'Gideon,yes or no.can u make it?how are we gonna do it,gideon?do u want it?make ur choices? argh...leave me alone.....the girl i;ve been hittin on turns out to be not so to compatible to me..aiyo..i planned to go to kl on wednesday and finish up my assignments with my frens then head back.Mana tahu mom got her ladies thing goin on and kip comin at me with one of her mood swings and dad wanted to go to china on monday which is really bad timing voz my classmates are all in kl for the week and i just wanna finish up things there.then wednesday came and i didnt realise it coz anna and adam,which are giri;s fren from uk came back and hung out with us for a few nites and the other nite we got so drunk so many things happened and now i;m still in stw....argh...

birthday wishes

2007-07-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my sis,saw,kai2, meichan,lau ngee hieng whose birthdays fall on 3,4,5 of july.wish u all ntg but the best...

No longer a virgin..

2007-06-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

Today something real unexpected happened.I was driving and suddenly my car got sc'raped" from the front by some fucktard uncle who was sayin hi to his pal on the opposite lane.how shitty can tat be..worse still..its not my car...aih malang tidak berbau

Supposedly be from the guys point of view..

2007-06-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

You might agree withit, but when it actually happens 96%of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to otherguys.
We don't care if you're friends withother guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, andsome random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girl is her confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.

"Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and notwhat you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks morebeautiful when she's just in her pj's.or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See thebeauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott MorrisChesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartneyis in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word"handsome"/"beautiful"Girls, I cannot stress this enough:ifyou aren't being treated right by a guy, dont't wait for him to change.ditch him.
sorry,,disgrace to the male populationass and find someone who will treat youwith utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile whenyou're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even whenyou make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matterhow bad you make them feel, or what you do.

Tips for the less experienced:

*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,gently bump into it a couple oftimes.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle withhim, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she lovesyou,look deep into her eyes, give her apeckon the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

how romantic are u?? XD

2007-06-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

GET APIECE OFPAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)
SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THETEST.
WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE INTHE SUBJECT BAR.
1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Darkb) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a) Baby-Pinkb) Yellowc) Baby-Blued) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfingb) Skate-Boardingc) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THEFOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louie Vuittonb) coachc) against all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE OUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaiib) Londonc) FLorida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GOTO:
a) The Beach?b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) Januaryb) Februaryc) Marchd) Aprile) Mayf) Juneg) Julyh) Augusti) Septemberj) Octoberk) Novemberl) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a) Chill at homeb) Go out with friends10.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INSTRUMENTOUT OF
:a) Guitarb) Bass guitarc) Drumsd) The Triangle

====**ANSWERS**
1. a. dark= sexy [5points]b. light = sweet [2 points]
2. a. go to a party = playful [2points]b. go out to eat = romantic [5points]
3. a. baby-pink = cute [2]b. yellow = loud [3]c. baby-blue = cool [5]d. turquoise = sexy [5]
4. a. surfing = active [2]b. skateboarding = determined [2]c. skiing = daring [5]
5. a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7]b. coach = laid back [2]c. againt all odds = stylish [5]
6. a. hawaii = you like being aroundpeople [2]b. London = You are quiet, andlike the cold [2]c. florida = You like to party! [5]
7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]b. somewhere cooler = pale andoriginal [2]
8. a. January = popular [5]b. February = lovely [2]c. March = loud [2]d. April = playful [5]e. May = happy [5]f. june = chills a lot [5]g. July = smooth [2]h. August = fun [5]i. September = quiet [2]j. October = out-going [2]k. November = pimpin' it [5]l. December = warm [2]
9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5]b. go out with friends =crazy [5]
10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]c. Drums = loud [2]d. Triangle = crazy [5]

SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17 = LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
18-20 = OKEY
21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC
36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC...

Dreams~

2007-06-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

last nite i had real kickass weird dream..serious shit..
this is how it goes..

i somehow warped back into into secondary skool.ee was with me.first we were in the acs green.it was crazy,ppl throwing stuff all around,there were some of the burnin rubbish bins u see on those homeless ppl;s street in new york or something,as tho all hell broke lose.We went passed tat and went to the toilet area.
There are a huge bunch of indians in the toilet goin in and out the toilet.they were all very angry folks.Cursing and screaming in tamil.i even remember seeing darmindra goin in with a basket of tennis ball,like the one the tennis coach mr lee always brings.Then i heard gun shot and many indian came rushin out.Its like seriously scary moment.Then i heard loud footsteps and and when me and ee turned around,we saw mr k coming at us with a butcher knife in his hand like its vietnam or something.

We ran into the chemistry lab.There..i saw the worse mayhem of my life. CHeng haw was inside smashing chairs and stuff on the lab tables.Ging was there messing with the chemicals,daowen was there screaming as his hand burns on the bunsen thing,chye huat was pretendin to teach on the teachers table.then i saw raymond scolding somebody at the door on the other side.Then something really funny happend,yong soon came out of nowhere and ran over to cheng haw and punched him. then they started punching each other with cheng kiat and kok xiu loon helping while yong soon aim for cheng haw only.Its kinda familiar la this scene. Of coz i being a good friend never help them coz its better to let they let it out.

I then ran out towards raymond and all of the sudden i was in primary skool perhimpunan.When the negaraku started everybody stood in their place and stop moving.i saw dao in front sittin on a chair so i whispered to the person beside me which is wern loong who appeared out of nowhere.HE shouted at me to keep quiet then continued singin his stupid national anthem.damn furious.then ee shouted from some distance,''Ling daowen,where are u??" dao replied with his trademark stupid battlecry woohooo~~!! so loud..then pak din was up there screamin using the mic.i forgot wat tat fella shouted liao...

Gerard then appear and said lets go to the canteen....before i reach...something seriously bad happend to me...so serious it changed everything.......

I WOKE UP~!!Of all the times i had to wake up now..i woke up feelin all awake and my heart is pounding..like i just escaped from the police or something..damn~~wat a weird dream... i just kinda miss skool i guess........

too free...

2007-06-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

1) Name one person who made you smile last night.
frasier counts counts?

2)What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sittin on the sofa tryin desperately not to fall asleep again..

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
thinkin how i kicked joey's butt in snooker..me!!haha just ask giri how sucky i am in snooker

4) What was something that happened to you in 2006?
the only thing i could remember of is genting trip with my sis and my kl frens..

5)What is the last thing you said aloud?
shoot man shoot!!*i was playin basketball*

6) How many different things did you drink today?
some disgusting herbal tea,100plus,kickapoo,water,soup from my pan mee...

7) What color is your hairbrush?
which one?

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
gas and snooker fee

9) Where were you last night?
having a great time alone at home..T_T

10) What color is your front door?
Brown...stupid question

11) Where do you keep your change?
my tabung,my car,my wallet..

12) What is the weather like today?
sunny

13) What is the best ice cream flavor?
the green minty one..wats tat called?

14) What is something you are excited about?
doin someting dangerous with my gang ..fuyoh..damn rush

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
sure as long as there;s still hair there...

16) Are you over the age of 25?
dreadin it

17) Do you talk a lot?
i dun think so..

18) Do you watch The O.C.?
piff...complete and utter waste of time
19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
yea i do....Tan BA-WANG~~~~hahaha

20) Do you make up your own words?prolly hehe

21) Are you typically a jealous person?
unfornately yeah but i kinda try not to but it will still come to me ..tat makes me a bad person??nah~~.l.hehe

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “A”.
Ah .....cant think of any.. :)
23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “K”
Kenny from southpark

24) Who’s the 1st person on your received calls list?
dad

25) What did the last text message you received say?"
i am raymond.new number is 0175233829

26) Do you chew on your straws?
sometimes...so tat the mamaks cant cut the tip and recycle..
27) Do you have curly hair?
:)
28) Where is the next place you’re going?
Iris Eyecare..zzzzz
29) Who is the rudest person in your life?
plenty,,cant think of a specific one right now

30) What is the last thing you ate?
ranges...

31) Is marriage in your future?Yes...definitely in my plans

32) What is the best movie you’ve seen in the past two weeks?
shrek 3?

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
hmm i;m not quite sure

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
two days ago

35) Are you currently depressed?
nop..if i admit then i;m weak
36) Did you cry today?
Nope....

37) Why did you answer and post this?
becoz my blog is almost dead..it need to recuperate ..did i use the right word?ahh bugger

38) Tag as many people who would do this survey.
all those who cared enough to enter my blog..

Abe and Lincoln

2007-06-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

right:john fitzgerald kennedy

left:abraham lincoln

"Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.

John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.

John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.

Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.

Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy.

Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.

Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808.

Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.

Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.

Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'

Kennedy was shot in a car called ' Lincoln ' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.

Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland .

A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe. "

Ck:I found it rather interesting and just to make sure, i wikipedia-ed both of these historical figures and found out tat some of the stuff are actually true.A strange coincidence??watever we did and watever we will do in the future is all set by God??Have our fate been written before we are even born???hmmm u figure it out....

GUitar~~

2007-05-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

the world best guitar..nobody can play it

Coz its a miniature guitar...

NANII~~~~!!!!

2007-05-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kuri Takashi

What's your Japanese Name?

quarantine~~

2007-05-09T10:11:00.000-07:00

yeah guys..its been two weeks i stayed home after work..din even go out and yamcha.....coz there;s no one to yamcha with...sien ah
but i''ve achieved someting tat u guys would nver believe:
1)i managed to adjust me sleeping time back to normal...as in sleep at 2 and wake at 8 kinda normal.hah eat tat suckers
2)i had food poisonin and tat enables me to 'piss while i sit" haha T_T

The clocks ticking and mama;s day approaching..wat to do wat to do *runnin around in circles* Any ideas maties??

Classics are a great genre of music duncha think? It makes the older folk thinks tat u got class when u're actually tryin to get to sleep..heehee

First thing i will do when i go back to kl is pergi clubbing. Yea~~!!

I wanted to talk about something just now and i kinda forgot zzzz hmm till then stay cute la u immature creeps~~!!

BroKen~~

2007-05-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoUOrLe4vlY

DNA~~

2007-05-05T01:51:00.000-07:00

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Home~~

2007-04-26T12:01:00.000-07:00

i'm headin back to stw for my long break which i've been waitin for all year coz life here isnt fun..then my mom told me something to ruin it all,''be prepared for hard physical labour...'' She even said it in her business-like manner...which really scares me coz tat means she's dead serious...And now,i dun feel like goin back anymore.....ash and eileen followin me tomoro..
My water supply got contaminated a few days ago...wat the hell i felt like puking all day long,not to mention the trips to the toilet~~A piece of advice to all my homies livin out there,always have a carlton of 100plus by ur side at all times....its kinda like a medicinal stuff u knoe..when u have fever or anything just down as much of it as u can...it sure is more satisfyin than water and it does the trick...
THe other day i was up watchin Man U vs Ac milan,they came from bahind and won the game 3-2 haha thanks to rooney and ferguson's smart formation set up. SO i was pumped up all ready to see Liverpool win against Chelsea last nite. Guess wat,Chelsea won and the whole mamak gang cheered for Chelsea.Even my table..i was the only liverpool fan..so being a smart fella i followed and cheered.... masuk kandang lembu er..menguak or something la...
wat else..~~??ahmm ahh yes.Linkin park got new album out ,''Miinutes to Midnight"check it out....

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2007-04-22T11:37:00.000-07:00

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Alamak,takde 'kick' la

2007-04-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

A little boy comes down for breakfast and his mother asks if he had done his chores."Not yet," says the little boy.His mother tells him that until he completes them, he won't get any breakfast.Well, he's a little angry, so he goes to feed the chickens and kicks one of them.He goes to feed the cows, and kicks a cow as well.He goes to feed the pigs, and kicks a pig.He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal."How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks."Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow. So for a week, you aren't getting any milk."Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen.The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile and says, "Are you going to tell him, or should I?"

have u ever~~

2007-04-01T00:08:00.000-07:00

Have u ever asked for an opinion from so called fren and in the end they stole ur ideas and when u went after them they said,'small matter only oso bising until like tat''.sucks right??

have u ever wondered wat can u do to get rich real quick without becoming one of them victims in some easy money scam??interestin right??

have u ever wondered wats ur navel for,besides supply u with nutrients and stuff when u're in the womb??curious right??

have u ever found out if ppl around u are close to u and givin u opinions about ur life when the truth is tat they wanna get u out of focus with ur life so tat they can continue being properous and never ge overtaken by me??sick right??

have u ever asked urself y growin up sucks so bad?where u havta work and find cash to support urself and cant go cryin to ur mom anymore??hehe funny right??

bad luck charm~~!!

2007-03-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

i'll go thru this fast..i woke up at five this morning..gonna read anatomy as i'm havin test at 11..i memorized all the complicated stuff and letft out some divisions as i dun think theyll come out...mana tahu..they came out ...as a 30marks essay question...

Then to celebrate to ending of our test month,we boys decided to go play futsal..i accidently clipped my last toe into the net ...while runnin full speed....my last pinky toe...wahhh...tats not it...after i reach my house in cheras i realised i left my bag with all my frens wallet and cellphones in the the futsal place in kuchai lama...we were racing all the way there..all scared out of our wits..,'' my atm,my ic,my driving license,no atm no money...'' all these stupid stuff runnin thru out heads..but thank GOd i found it...i almost got gang banged for tat....

after tat i head back to have a nice long shower,cc the water supply and electric went missin when i needed them the most...i got shampoo on my head... and i head out to grab a big bowl to use as my mini pail as i washed up using the tap..after tat..i went to dinner with the gang...damn it they went to 1station..tat fuckin place i hate so much....and then here i am bloggin away as they are playin their dota...a utter waste of time...i woke so early..i shud be feelin i have accomplished something today ..instead my aching foot,aching body,and i still have class tomoro...all the way till 8 pm...and dao dun u dare complain about ur life asshole~~!!everybodyjust stop and count their blessings.....

Stewie griffin~~!!and a bunch of pictures

2007-03-13T02:54:00.000-07:00

Stewie griffin from Family guy

super 3 2005...from left,afiq,amin,me,mario chok,loong,mei king,chiang ming jie,joyce,eve

somewhere in genting back in 2006...

KL motor show...i got loads of cool pics at the show but aih malas..

haha how he manage to hold on to tat selamba face i really dunno..Superman ee~~

haha we being silly

haha look at cheng haw hangin on to tat moment..

so poster-like picture...LOST~

opps sideway pic...if u pay attention..there;s a fly on ah haw's face..hehe redefine tahi lalat.. and man eater ee chng..

cool pose ee chng...

being silly again

me lookin at retard..guess who??haha

chillin at the beach~

stupid batik pants haha and three stupid idiots...amazing~~

self motivation talk~~

2007-03-06T04:46:00.000-08:00

okay,i've not been sleepin well these few nites..so i was free enough to blog this two thing into my blog...i knoe how we all steppin into adulthood havta juggle our time between work and play and most of the time things never go accordin to our plans..i'm sure u all have ur ups and downs so hopefully this two small poem or watever can help u relive that passion for life:

BE Positive:
love ur life
believe in ur own potential,
wake up each day with the awe of just being alive,
forget the past,
take the power to choose wat u wanna do and do it well,
open ur heart and ur mind to every opportunity.
Dun be afraid to keep tryin.
Create ur own dreams,colour ur life with ppl and things u love.
Focus on all tat is good.
Life always gets better with a possitive attitude,duncha think?

hehe nice right??simplicity is a kinda art haha then again here goes another one...

Don't U Quit
when things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
when the road u're
trudgin seems all uphill,
when the funds are low
and the debts are high, (dun go to the along pls)
and all u wanna to do is just smile
but all tat comes out is a sigh,
when worries are pressing
u down abit,
Rest if u must
BUT DUN U QUIT.

Success is failure
turned inside out,
the silver tint of
the clouds of doubt.
And u never can tell
how close u are,
its may be near
when it seems so far.

So,stick to the fight
when u;re hit the hardest,
its when things go very wrong
TAT U MUSTN"T QUIT...

haha how's it??ppl who knoes me well will think to themselves,'where the hell did this kid copy this???'' BUt then again to those who dun knoe me,they'll probably think,''wow,tats like so upliftin to me..i wished this kid is my best fren.Shakespear of modern times'' haha ladies who think i;m a sensitive person..i am. haha
i think i still got loads of pics and stuff to blog about ,but it all wont come to me now

comin soon:chinese new year holidays at the beach and loads of other stuff...

Strings of Badluck~~

2007-03-02T11:47:00.000-08:00

I CRACKED MY CAR"S FRONT GLASS. Then my assignments took me five hours to complete copyin from my fren..and i left out an important formula durin my optics test..OMG wat else is goin to me??i hope i'm still alive tomoro to fight for another day~~~

i'm online because some kind ppl in this area din put a password on their wireless router so i can have free internet access at the convenience of my of room...haha kudos to these kinda ppl..wat would i do with u ?? hmm ntg else ba...i'll blog again soon...

oh before chap goh meh comes,i wanna wish yall a happy 2007 chinese new year~~!!1

All good things must come to an end~~

2007-02-24T03:41:00.000-08:00

i look hideous~~~tats coz i stayed up late and played cards ...

So the long awaited chinese new year holidays is finally over...T_T oh man~~ TAt means back to tat dreadful place again...this two pics is basically my family tat i;ve been hangin out with since the cny holidays starts..

Its funny when u;re havin fun it passes so rather quickly and when u're gettin tortured every minute seems like hours...soon they;re all returnin to their colleges and i will continue my life as well....

Life sucks doesnt it??tats y we;re fightin to make it better...our reason to survive...i'll blog more about life tomoro...BE hold~~~u're in for a scare~~GooseBUmps~~

OwNing~~

2007-02-19T18:24:00.000-08:00

i've been winnin for two nites in a row now..hehe 1buck can earn me 20+ aiya cukup makan la....if u're thinkin i'm gonna talk about how i;m ownin in cards..hehe u're wrong..

i think couple fights rocks~~pumps up my adrenalin even without involvin...but to the extent i have to grab the guy from killin the girl...haha tats Wicked Sick~~But i wonder how come the girl would go this far and all this trouble...when a relationship is over,just move on...based on the circumstances as far as he's concerned u're just another girl....

Wah,miracle happend today...i came back at 5.30...mom knew.but she woke me up sittin on my bed rather nicely and said,''u came so late,u havta wake up already~~''AND THE MIRACLE IS she said tat to me in the most sweetest manner..like ones u'd expect u;d get if u get all distinctions for ur skool..hehe momma moommma mommy mommmy...hi heheheheee *family guy*

Have u ever tried to lost weight and when u finally did it,it took u some time and some serious effort then u gained weight again in a week;s time??tats wat happened to me...wtf right..few weeks of light meals and exercisin...lost 4kgs after so much trouble...gained 4.9kgs after the new year....ish..if only the losin weight ratio witth the gainin weight ratio is balanced...
aih but my good fren pharmacist ting mei chan knoes all about this problem...the history dates back to ancient time...

Its the third day of the Cny..soon it'll be all over and wats left of it will be the memories in my head..ahhh.....black jack,pay double,,angpow,black jack....notice something?fuckinn hell,my cny was spent gamblin most of the time..And i came back from the YouthQuake all feel anew and afresh and watever...aiyo...i;m still weak..hehe

The other day i was in charles house playin soul calibur 3,wtf i was owned by the kids....7 matches straight...without one kill~~ T_T I told them nerds are generally better at this kinda stuff than we cool kids...haha they din buy it..mocked me for days...i hate the three dimensional loser figer action...its so not me~~ haha For those who digs soul calibur,siegfried is my main hero..hehe i'm just playin with kids..if i played with the big boys and girls,Siegfried shall own~~hehe

Yesterday,i went to daowen's house. His cousin,ping lian,an autistic artist drew a picture of me and it looked er...artistic..Someday,tat potrait of me will worth millions.Laugh all u can now,back in those days ppl laugh at noah too but ask any sunday school goin kids now..heroes to come,God;s worker at its very best.FOr those who dunno who ping lian is,check out www.pinglian.com A true art prodigy,destined to do great stuff. Must be proud for his mother,who invested so much time and effort into nurturin this special kid.He earned 100k for one paintin..how sick was tat~~And i'm few years older than him and i;m still usin my mom;s money...i feel so~~aih~~~But the weird thing is,the government din not make any noise about this malaysian genius...no meetin with the sultans,no sponsorship to expand his talent or anything,even with all this newpaper media hype. But different case for the malay kid who can do additional maths,meet up with the datuks and our minister of education,get to sit in his place in his office,get scholarships to places.....hmm Malaysia boleh~~Majukan Malaysia~~

JOkes:
MAn standin at the fire exit.
Guard:Sir,can u move out of the way?U're blockin the fire exit.
Man look coolly at him,puffs his cigarette and said:As though if there's a fire,i am not runnin.

haha stupid guard..

Chinese New Year~~

2007-02-18T01:36:00.000-08:00

gong xi fa cai! -got prosper
nian nian you yu -got fish
you chai you sheng -got improvement
chang min bai shui -age
wo yao he nai -got milk??
lol -ful with happiness and laughter
knnbccb - to be shout out loud when u're losin in black jack
wtf - for when u tot u're gonna win and tat guy make u pay double

i duwan to gamble anymore~~pls dun buka table pls~~

A million thanks to my Sis,without u,who am i..hehe

2007-02-10T10:40:00.000-08:00

Ladies and gentleman,introducing ..*drum rolls* my ah jie, Jill....*imagine a hot short chick in front of u tat will make heads turn without any perfumes or makeup* ..yeap tats my sis. Wat i am today is partly shaped by her..i nid company,she accompany me...i told her i used up too much money on my college fees,she gave my rm200 to buy stuff for cny..YEA it kinda little but it helps alot...A big thanks to my sis .....*the end*

The Beaten and FOrgotten~~

2007-02-03T06:20:00.000-08:00

My blog got ntg to with the title haha.So,how u guys been~~?? time is passin so rather quickly.I'm in my second year already.Yeah Thank u God for me still being single this time around. haha SO this time i am back in stw,i cant blog in kl as the connection there sucks~~ yea i heard ash and joey moved into a condo , throw a house warmin party man~~ haha Cny is around the corner..this year i'm gonna wish my uncles and auntie,'gong xi fa cai,nian nian you yu" haha everyyear got fish if u translate it directly. Well i'm lookin forward to meetin familiar faces this year.which reminds me of something..i havent get my cny clothes yet..i dun really mind wat i wear oso but wendy and my jie will say y u so sh pek one~~..ish pressure~~

Last nite i had a great time at chye huat's place..seriously i have never ate so much balls at one go in my life..haha and the expanded balls doesnt help either..haha When i reached home,i suddenly remember i din take any beers tat nite...wasted~~~for more info and pics of our nite out,check out my buddy jmin's blog : http://wraithxjmin.blogspot.com/
he got pics and details about the trip.

so this time i came back to meet up with my frens.checked~
see the dentist and pass by grandma's house.checked~
so tomro i'll just havta cut my hair and concentrate on relievin my stress coz trust me, KL isnt all play and all..But i;ll be back soon for cny break which will start from 14th to the 28th. yippee~~!!

Music for the soul:check out james morrison,corrine bailey rae,norah jones and some other ppl.
concerts comin soon:muse,leehom zzz
classic rock song of the month:smoke on the water,by deep purple.

The grammy's comin soon too...check it out on starworld soon.

Anthony and JoCyee's wedding~~!!

2007-02-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

OK OK..ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I UPDATED BUT THIS TIME ITS GONNA BE ANOTHER PICS SESSION ONLY.HEHE WENDY AND ME AT THE DINNER IN LIDO HALL.
HAHA LITTLEMAN LAWRENCE AND UNCLE GIDEON DURIN DINNER.I ASKED HIM TO LOOK AT THE CAMERA AND SMILE BUT HE GOES LIKE,'HUH?'HAHA
THIS IS BEFORE WE WENT TO THE CHURCH SERVICE...EARLY IN THE MORNIN AND ALL SHE CAN THINK OF IS TAKING PICS ONLY...PIFF GIRLS~~
THIS IS MY COUSIN JAMIE'S IDEA. CAMWHORIN DURIN THE WEDDING SERVICE...AIH KIDS NOWADAYS..
JOCYEE...NO COMMENT ON THIS ONE~~
HAHA MY MAIN MAN,ANTHONY...AND HIS BEST MAN,THE KORN GUY.HAHA

this is all for now..next time on my blog...
THE NITE OUT IN SG TIGA>>>HAUNTED ABANDONED CHURCH?GHOSTLY SIGHTS AT HAUNTED BRIDGE?DUMMY BEHIND THE WHEELS WITH 8LIVES DEPENDED ON HIM?FOR MORE SCARY SHYT,STAY TUNED TO GIDDYCK.BLOGSPOT.COM
COMIN SOON!!

Pictures GAlore~~

2006-12-30T08:58:00.000-08:00

this is beach club in kl.Found this pic and posted it up so u guys can compare it with other clubs next time.
Angels and demons.....some girl and ruth in wesley's musical for 2006. haha ruth IS scary~~
De Continentals and stw wesley's very own anak anak muda
and another one...they keep comin, dun they? hehe
Members of the continentals.i dun have their names sorry..but those chicks are way older than me..tats for sure..
One of them continentals old folk...look like a bee,sting like a flower...she's a nice fella with scary look..
haha pretty lil daniella.....i'm sure she'll grow up to be a full blooming angel..she;s nine btw
Wicked~~!!haha tats all i can say...notice Emma Watson in the left??haha at least ash said she look like Emma.. how do i knoe~~
My Personal FAvourite~~MONIQUE~~~~Dancers are cool~~so Appealling to me~~ (",)
More Monique to my side~~and check out the posing Hottie at the left~~ FUIyo~~And Interact INstallation 2006 below~~i Think tat's my last skool function i'll be in in my life~~

Insomnia~~

2006-12-16T11:04:00.000-08:00

I cant sleep. :( why u may ask me?? my head is itchy and i cant scratch it..y?bcoz my hair will fall out...Can life get any worse than this?? U knoe something's wrong and yet everything u tried failed to ease ur suffering or even make any changes or improvements.

Day after day i try to tire myself out so tat i wudnt be havin these sleepless nights..but i cant seem to find anything to do in this little town called sitiawan.A place i love alot and yet i hate it. Friends have gone their ways and chosen their paths."They cant accompany u forever u knoe gideon" yea i knoe tat. But then my life is like an empty soul. Everyday i kept rottin in dad's shop or in my room. Dad is becomin so dependent on me goin to the shop all day. If i miss a day,i'm definitely will hear this from either of my parents ,"Gideon,y din u go to the shop?I'm sure u've been wastin ur time on ur computer all day." and my dad will be showin his sour face at home. Like sean said, we all have our masks..I think i'm wearin mine almost all the time.Everything i do will be judged.

It must be the environment i grew up in tat make me kinda anti social. When i was little,i was never allowed out to any skool trips or go to myfrens house after skool. Everytime i asked permission to follow some skool;s trip,mom would say,''gideon,wait till u knoe how to take care of urself.U're time will come" As an obedient child i will pursue the matter no further. And then my sis reach her teens,of coz she and mom and argue alot becoz both of them are strong willed.Headstrong ?? i dunno. Mom would always pay attention to sis to see wat mischief she's in and pay attention to my lil bro coz he is the youngest one. Not tat i want any attention. All i'm sayin was while my sis is out chillin,bro in afternoon session,dad and mom working i passed my primary skool days practically alone at home without anyone to talk to. My social skills isnt tat good now. :(

Then i recall my secondary day.Ahh those days are nice..Form1 straight till form3 all my frens. Form4 was a weird one coz i was assigned to 4s5.The last class in the form 4 science stream.I was devastated. But there God bestowed upon me some frenships tat may last me a lfietime. I remember wilson and ee and houwen in the lab. No matter wat the labs,i wud count on houwen to come up with a good report i could copy and i wud go and mess around the lab with ee and wilson. There was this once where we were messin around in orange juice and some chemical to check vitamin C.haha Ee chng smack some orange juice into chemical bottle and the entire bottle change color.haha our biology teacher went balistic after tat haahaha. And haha our en ishak,hehe ee rubbed some writing off the whiteboard and haha the old man kip scoldin ,siapa padam?Tuhan padam??"haha At the end of tat year i achieved my goal and went to the second class. Fuiyo i was relieved.But ee and wilson din make it tho. FOrm5 was the year.Jaya aka ikan bilis (Giri taught me) is our class teacher. I contributed a bit to the ponteng statistics tat year. There this one time when the gang decide to declare recess early and went to the canteen early. I was left behind havin my beauty sleep behind the class. Haha i was awoken by Mr ling kee cheong in my class shouting ,"Mana lingdaowen??ketua,tuliskan semua nama yang tidak ada dalam kelas. I was laughin out of my wits when the gang waas called up to "DA ROOM" after recess tat day. LuCKY me~~

Life after spm went downhill pretty quick. At first we were still eager to hang out but as time goes by many things happened. Two of my lepak gang kinda er.. lets just say some sparks happenned.So they want some time alone. Then i broke off with my girl. And God knoes y i kinda got pissed at ee and we werent on good terms after tat. I went to college and i got to knoe some ppl from out of kl as well. Turns out i was feelin the same dread they were feelin. All of us werethinkin wat if i cant click .wat if my housemate is a dick. turns out they were fine . i was pretty happy until i moved to annie's place cos my ex housemates added some ppl into the house. Then the everyman for themselves kinda thinkin started to creep in and before i knew it,i dun trust anyone else anymore. Tat caused alot frustration to me oso coz i had to put on the fake smile and havta sabar to shit type of mask.There are may kinds of ppl in this world.Assholes and angels living among each other. So far my experience tells me tat one assholes in ur gang and tats it. The next thing u knoe Ass is influncin others to follow the way of the Ass.

Christmas is around the corner but i still doesnt sense the xmas spirit. Where's the love??And many of my frens still gotta work on xmas. This country we living in is controlled by buffoons who only think of themselves .Like dao said,we arent treated fair enuf, so tats y racism starts..

Fuck..my head hurts real badly......gonna try to get some sleep.
-End-

Youthquake~~

2006-12-14T09:13:00.000-08:00

ok ok i've been back from quake for almost 4days now and i still cant put into words how to describe the quake...its like when u expectin lots and lots of fun and then when u're there u get so dissappointed tat u feel like leavin...lucky heman was there...if not i'd go crazy...

first of all lemme start from journey to kl itself.Me and houwen plus his dad went went to kl after ah haw chicken out at the last minute.wah his dad very cool ler wei..drove his camry around like its a 4x4 SUV.haha His dad nids to go sarawak for some meetin so we sent him to LCCT first.bu before tat we stopped at IKANO.Houwen's dad is a handyman. We wasted 2hours or so in ACE hardware shop.Its so freakin boring there. We ate in Uncle's Lim kopitiam for lunch.The stupid special laksa made me suffer from diarhorrea all day long.i think i went to toilet 4times in MV. haha

the next morning,me and ryan went to pasar seni to wait for Kenny,one of James' fren from kl wesley.Kl wesley is just a 5mins walk around the block from Petaling Street. ryan and me feel so out of place there at first. then we get get to knoe some fellas and started to chat with them.MOst of them tot we were in our 20s,and the bad thing is i dunno if tats bad or good? i look mature or i look kolot?haha i dun care la actually..ONce in Kuala Kubu Bharu i realised tat three of them tat i just met this morning is in Yakobus,which is my tribe in YQ.Sien..

And i was suprised there are so less group based activites besides the discussion and games.I thought there will be a group cheer and group bandanna or group flag or something.. And we were havin the most fun on the last day.We played footbal and everything.Everyone was getting to knoe each other..I was kinda dissappinted.Times too short.and we kept doin unnescessary time wastin just lining up for food...But the good thing i enjoyed is we get to do stuff NS fella did and Sean Mcdowell's talks are kinda cool coz we get to knoe how life is like for kids in US.

After all the YQ commotion is over,i did something i regretted terribly,I CAME baCk TO STW...wtf right ..when in the same week i can go to the planet shakers concert and KL wesley's musical all in the SAME WEEK~!!!! one week of pure fun and i came back one week earlier...ish duwan think about it....Well,there's always next year.............................................ARGH>>>wTF wat was i thinkin back then??~~~~argh... *bonkin head against the wall*

brainstorm~~~

2006-12-01T10:17:00.000-08:00

i'm back..this time for bullshittin purposes only..all i'm about to say is just for fun and meant nothing.pls dun take it seriously...ok ok ok

mom and dad's reachin home soon from south korea. i wonder wat gifts will they bring back for dear old me..~~ For I have been in the shop for three full days,10hours workin hours and managin the accounts rather nicely. okay first of all i freaking hate Dotas nowadays but everytime the gang says lets dota i'd say anyhting..bullshit..its been like so long since dota was introduced.dun u guys just get bored.~~stun stun stun my foot..hehe and i miss basketball so very much..oooohhhh damn my fuckin timetable for being so packed...Oh yea,i heard sweemeng got a gf already...eih~~...*winkin* no no i'm not annoucin to the world so dun worry..my blog dun hav tat much attention......yet...but soon BWAHAHAHAA perezhilton u goin down....*the thumbs down action thingy*

i'm still in stw at this very moment but i manage to convince somebody i'm in kl yamcha-in around...haha dungu~~!! hehe just think about it~~and and and wat else oh yea quake is around the corner...i wanna meet more ppl,have more contacts in kl, and of coz hang out with some old frens tat are goin : lc,ash,heman just to name a few.. four days of pure young ppl hang out..how cool is tatz~~ hehe oh yea did i mentioned anything about my parents comin back tomoro~~` i get to spend time doin stuff i wanna do again..isnt it great???

monday is alex lee han chien's birthday..and he asked me to go out to kl...i go kl can go lepak again..i wana go catch a movie..maybe call wilson out or something..exam's over..i duwan to hear or see anything to do with optics untill january.. btw i pass my LAN subs,english,FBDO Practicals and now still waitin for optics and opthalmics results *fingers crossed* hehe its christmas season.. it always manage to excite me...

MORE to come next time on BRainstorm*tm...tune in next time on giddyck...the place where nothing serious ever happens~~

PS:those who think this is dumb,just kip it to urself.Nobody cares(^^).|.

As promised, photos from my first clubbin outin in kl

2006-11-29T06:59:00.000-08:00

IF this is true,i'll outlive grandpa by two years.. :)

2006-11-29T06:54:00.000-08:00

A lil sumting sumting just to fill time

2006-11-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,

"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

Comin soon on giddyck:my first clubbin experience in kl and other stuff..stay tuned!!

the most wicked outing ever~~!!

2006-11-19T09:49:00.000-08:00

okay lets start from my mornin.i went to check out my cousin turbo vr4-powered car in tze wei's car factory. then i decided to go testdrive. my goodness.with the 2nd gear i can go up to 120km/h with just 6000rpm. When the turbo is on,its like a flight take off coz u be pushed back into ur seat.I managed to reach 180 with just into the 4th gear and the road ended. Then i tried to 1.6mivec. its not as fast in acceration as in te vr4 but its still damn power meh.can pull up to 8000rpms. fuiyo wicked cars.. but its their both wiras. So tats kinda a big letdown . If they're Evo's or Galant's tat will be perfect. Last time when i havent got my license yet ,they have skyline gt-r33s and honda huge vtecs lined up there . damned~~

after my lunch,i practically rotted in my room listenin to rock music. my brother who came into my room said i was crazy and i'm disturbin the peace . bahh he knoes nothing about good music. listen to jay chou..piff get a life...after waitin an entire afternoon its finally time to shoot hoops but it rained a while and the court is wet. ZzZZZ
late evening,i went to diana's place to celebrate her first born baby's 3rd or 4th birthday. I liked their potato salads. yummy~~ then i head home and waited for ash's call ,mana tahu i threw my phone upstairs and watch tv downstairs. sweemeng screwed me after he call 7 times on my cellphones. sorry brudder.So we did the normal stuff ,had a couple of drinks in 933 and then head to deluxe. I owned them. poor kids. hehe

Then i went to car and discovered it cant start .wtf.. i worried lo. we tried to jumpstart but its not workin. Thanks my jb uncle teng siu was around there. his prado practically saved me. Thanks man. And a very big thanks to my brudders , Giri,Gerard,Ash,Sweemeng,Houwen and Cheng Haw. They helped push my car. And i think cheng haw got into trouble for goin home late. Coz his bro came drivin past us starin at us. And my dad is so cool with me almost wreckin the car electronic or battery or watever . HE reach home and said,"sleep early" and went to his bed. I thought i was in for a seminar. So.. many thanks to all my brudders and uncle tengsiu and his family for helpin me out.God bless u and goodnite. I can go on thankin u guys but i gotta drive to kl tomro so i have to call it a nite. See u guys on xmas and maybe sometimes in kl . I will come to asian cafe and own u guys in pool soon.beware!!

i feel so guilty~~

2006-11-17T10:33:00.000-08:00

today i saw a bunch of birds near my swing.i mean they were around on the ground tryin to cover something.i went over and ehem i threw a slipper at them to halau them...but it turns out they were tryin to protect their comrade.becoz theres this one bird tat didnt flew but jump around.i can see the left wing in a awkward position.its goin the other way around in the middle. i tried to grab it but even tho the stupid bird is injured but they still jump around pretty fast.i thought to myself,'bahh,dun waste my time.besides i cant cure u oso.'' with tat thought i left for basketball.when i come back the bird;s gone.so i went to my back alley to see if the bird jumped out of my house d onot. i think i saw the bird in some cat's mouth in my aunt garden. i din try to look real hard coz if the cat tore open the bird tat will make me lose my appetite for diner later. But i still feel guilty coz i shud have put the bird in some box and give to the old man tat keeps pigeons. FOr example,my uncle opposite my house. And i let the poor thing who cant defend themselves get eaten by a cat. T_T sorry, stupid bird..

IN LOVING MEMORY OF STUPID BIRD..

my color~~

2006-11-10T03:34:00.000-08:00

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:

You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.

At Your Lowest:

You feel in a slump and lack creativity.

In Love:

You tend to be many people's ideal partner.

How You're Attractive:

You make people feel confident and accepted.

Your Eternal Question:

"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

Happy Wishes~~

2006-11-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

To Ben and JAmie,i wish u guys to live a happy and full life!!!
Ben,ur wedding was excellent...if only i was as creative as u~~~
to Jamie,u and jill always been a big bully but u're alright~~
cheers~~!!!

okay a few days about them is enuf...haha now back to my own life....wow today i really drank alot~~6 or 7 glasses i cant remember...wow~~new record for me....anyways...they really got me thinkin tho...i wanna be like him when i'm 25...a somebody in town....and i din talk much throughout the whole wedding. all the pretty chicks wasted~~but whocares...haha i felt like an outcast alot...but seriously i really need an aim and put some effort in it * i heard this from soonwei long time ago*

anyways 27th of this month is my other cousin's wedding which the groom is an total idiot but who cares anyways. and anthony is goin to get married on the 20th of january next year.... lots of things to cheer about....xmas on its way, cny is also near so time is improving ...as long i dun lose my hair ...*prayin real hard*

tomoro i'm goin out to kl again..this time i gonna drive coz i'm only out for a few days to have my oplthalmic test. Ash and jun king followin . For so long i'm in kl i din knoe jun king lived right behind me...how small can the world get...

i'll kip u guys posted....anyways dao and ee. r u guys forgetin us? kip bloggin la. i'm sayin this becoz i got post something and u guys didnt so i got the braggin rights .

Ben.welcome to the family.Jamie,be happy always.
i;m outta here.

Moment of silence~~

2006-11-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

so how yall doin??i just finished my year one practicals exam. the Brits have a nice accent and pleasant mood all the time. but the fucked up thing is i got the oldest and grumpiest old hag to be my viva examiner. wth!! i was sked out of my wits...and he keep raisin his eyebrows whenever i gave him my answers.. then i kip changin answers..T_T before the exam i memorize everything i need but face to face with this guy,it is as if all those study sessions are like dota sessions . useless and meaninless. ISH..Hopefully i pass la.

I just came back from jamie's place. izzit me or everybody looks at me one kind? i saw pick siu and eve there tho. We din talk much.just sat there like dungu nia. i felt So so awkward.so they were smsin there. i sat there hopin something would happen like earth quake or something exciting to happen. christy was there. i din knoe she and annie so close tho. then wendy kip sayin u want beer u want beer..she wanted it and she kept persuadin me to get one.ish girls~~ *shakin head*So instead of stayin there walkin around i cabut back.Relieved but now i'm all bored and lonely. i hate my life..

DUmb bloke!!~~

2006-11-02T09:29:00.000-08:00

Our hero is chatting with a Girl on messenger. Both are s/w engrs.

Hero : Hey..Good Morning.. hows u doing today?

Heroin : Very Good Morning...Day is going good and it got better having found u on chat

Hero : wow...am honoured, u know wat, my day starts only when i find you on chat

Heroin : Yep...me too feel the same..brb (be rightback) 'll get some coffee.

Hero : OK(Hero waits impatiently. Meanwhile, his manager comes to his seat.)

Manager : Hey, I need some help from you

Hero : [**** This guy always comes at wrong time]Yeah tell me

Manager : Could u write a program for me which generates nth prime number, given value of n. Would you give this by today evening?

Hero : I would do that, but i think its quite hard, is it ok with you, if i give it by tomorrow evening.

Manager : Yeah, that would be fine. Thank you [Leaves the place]

Our hero sighs and stares at his monitor waiting impatiently for heroine to arrive. All of a sudden smiles on his face. Over to chat window...)
Heroin : Hey, am back

Hero : cool, you know what my manager, he's kinda keeps asking stupid things, tries to give me stupid work

Heroin : Yeah, its the same everywhere. Real sick ppl these managers are!!

Hero : Yep, u rite!!

Heroin : Hey, can u do me a favour

Hero : *smiles* sure, why not. Heroin : Hey, I want you to write me a program to print nth prime number, given N. Would you give that to me by tomorrow evening? plzzz. You know its real urgent for me to work this out

Hero : hey, thats a one-hour's work. Sure check ur mail in an hour from now.ok?

Heroin : THAT WAS THE SAMETHING I ASKED U WHEN I CAME TO YOUR WORK PLACE YOU KNOW WHO I AM NOW!!
YOUR 1 HOUR TIME STARTS NOWWWWWWW...

untitled~~

2006-10-24T09:04:00.000-07:00

If i'm an elf,i'll be called,'Tarthar Narmolanya'
If i'm a hobbit,i'll be known as,'Posco Deepdelver of Brockenborings'<<--i go 'deep' if u knoe wat i mean" :P

Its rainin outside.And its deepavali.How come every deepavali season is always plagued withrain??

Went out with my old pal Giri last nite. Hell i missed him. We used to sit nearby together back in skool and had been classmates for a few years. And he got caught when he told us he won 800 bucks durin deepavali and somehow meichan made him belanja us a Capri meal.Poor boy.After we met up with our original gang which consist of Ben,Vic,Dex,Helena,Bernice,Houwen and lots more la diu.. most are our from our skool days.However we found tat we werent really having conversations with them so i was feelin awkward and talkin to giri and sm on the other side...sorry ya if u find tat move offensive..But i found out tat alyse almost crashed during go cart..hehehe she lost her braggin rights hehe

I'm supposed to be out for beer with soonwei and jonathan today but it got cancelled last minute.Darn!! i was lookin forward to it somemore.. couple of buddies and a few bottles of heinekens or carlsberg tat'll b swell...SO instead of havin another outing here i am bloggin alone at home...

My aunt din come back this holiday,must be on a holiday...This aunt is a very strong lady.i mean strong as in her will power and all la. Not xena warrior WACHA!!-type strong.tell u her story la since i got ntg to do now....Once upon a time a young lady fell in love with an indian guy.But her dad disapproves when they decided to get married.But she insists on the marriage.So her dad uses the old trick which is ,'if u marry tat guy,then get out of my house and dun call me father ever again!!" She chose to follow her man finally becoz somehow she knoes he's the right one for him. So she and her father din not talk again for the next 15 years.The poor girl must be devastated but she chose wat she wanted in life and she stood tall and proud.

One day,her husband went to genting to meet a client of his business or something,when suddenly a landslide happened,he was on the lower part of the hill so he went to try helpin the some victims when suddenly the a tree came down. He went into coma for 7 years.the girl took care of the guy she loved for seven years when he died of some brain fluid clogging.Durin the funeral,her dad came and they hugged and din say anything. Action louder than words. I always believed in tat. Buy who can blame the father,back in those days interracials marriage is not something to be proud of...but then again my aunt believed tat love is blind.

I need change in life.u knoe why???everything i do is becoming like a ritual.i dun wan tat. I wan to wake up everyday and ask myself wat will i discover today and wat i will acheive today...at least a goal other tat studies..TIME HEALS ALL THINGS.so be it.i'll wait.

Tomoro i'm leavin for kl at 4am.dun ask me but this is the mingshu;s idea.i guess he is tryin to avoid the traffic. And most of us will be having classes at 12 pm.So basically i think i';ll be very tired and tat time. I'm havin my pre-exam lecture by my british lecture this 30th and the practicals exam on 2nd of november.I"m nervous out of my wits here. Wat if i forgets some important points??Wat if my brain went dead on tat time???arghh In case u were wondering,my practicals exam is where the lecturer come from england and interviews u and ask u to perform some basic prescribin and determinin wat lens to correct visions with different scenarios and factors determining the safety lens to use.

My housemate,Peter told me he'll take to one big church in Cheras.yeah..i hate hangin out at malls and at my ex housemates house all the time. this will denifitely be a good chance for me to meet more ppl. So until then adios...and gracias~~!!

Shady`s back~~!!

2006-10-19T07:18:00.001-07:00

yosh~~!!shady's back,tell a fren..nanannanana hehhee back in stw this time with mingshu and gang...btw yonghuat is a very boring driver..slow~~~zzzz anyways its been a long long time i;ve blogged becoz ntg to do ma..hehe i passed my morals and malaysian studies btw .l. hehe see...these subs cant trouble me even in college..hah!! okay lets get to the hot issues in malaysia right now:

Haze:this thing had been botherin us since 1997 i think and indonesia cant even be bothered to prevent it be4 it happens?? prevention is better than cure.take note. no point discussin how to settle this problem when its already distubin us..kanasai...apalah~~

Deeparaya:haha Giri will like this.....i think some time back when i wished him deeparaya he shh-ed me..haha i think the papers writing something bout some retard sayin tat the muslims cant wish their indian frens happy deepavali becoz its against the law or something haha then then tat nut said sorry with email..haha how low can u stoop....email sorry....sms la better la no balls to face the music for wat mistakes he made hehe

traffic jams:to those who is drivin back this weekend or anytime within this festive season pls be careful coz accidents rates are very high this time of the year...i wanna see u guys get old~~haha

youthquake:i dunno if anyone goin but i dunwan to ppl think i join it.....but i got some guys to join . chew,ash,dingwy,yonghuat's gang may be interested oso,i wonder if more is goin.hopefully....

nick lachey:i cant help it but hey guys listen.. this guy ah seriously..just becoz he divorced a wife tat have a man's face doesnt mean he can so pathetic about it. makin a career out of it.. i cant hate u anymore~~ and wats left of it~~my ass....get over it la....like dao said,`be a man!!' .l. even flyguy and phat fabes said it on radio this mornin when i was preparin for college haha loser nick...but furtado rocks~~maneater!!>_<*growls*haha!! amen to tat

hmmm,anymore...

to those anonymous incompetent bozzos,the first thing to do when u suffer from erectile dysfunction..is go get viagra la.got problem find my buddy meichan.she'll even supply u with enuf viagra for u to be 'standin' as long as u like.second thing is why the heck u still trouble by tat,go hang urself la.think of the innocent girls who waits for the right one till u come along and spoil their miserable dreams...better spare them the torture...

for further enquiries,pls put ur enquiries with ur name or nicks and not anonymous on my chatter box.. .l. to anonymous

droppin by~~

2006-09-24T08:58:00.000-07:00

back hometown this time.....planned to do alot but onni manage to complete few...

i got to play basketball with my frens this weekend,tat really made my weekend.Its been a while since i see them all in astaka.reminiscing about our institute tec and skool days.my mates are wernloong,raymond,bryan,hoonwah,cheng haw,sweemeng,julian and my younger bro channin. We played until we cnat move anymore then we head to our favourite breakfast place,aunt curry mee!!! we chatted there until the auntie halau us becoz she hav alot customers with no seats haha cilaka...

then at nite i went out with alyse,sweemeng and wilson.All was peaceful the nite.cops everywhere.ntg to see.we chatted then all went back.

today went to ipoh to visit my uncle who is admitted for anemia i think...lackin of red blood cells....reminds me of some1 dearly......then we had dinner in kenny rogers before headin back....

tomoro havta drive back to kl....haih back to the old shit dump..my roommates asked to go back later coz his parents in my house.alamak cannot see his parents.wonder wats he up to...
this week its all about my history assignments and revisions for my comin exams...

sigh................................................

Fuargh...~~~

2006-09-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

i handed on my moral studies assignment jor...wahh it feels good...its tat time of the year again....Finals~~!!always around this year we get stressed out of our wits....

accordin to our tradition,we'd plan out some roadtrips or but in the end its all bullshit.even tho we knoe its gonna be a waste of time but we'd still do it anyways...

anyway i've been here for half a year now,college is not as much fun as the secondary skools day except for the extra freedom for nite activities....frens go their separate ways....all fulfillin our own ambitions and dreams....soon we'll be like our parents ....dunno where the heck our closest frens is and be meeting up once in a few years....

this is free bloggin,writin watever i can think of..for after deadlines' bullshit....enjoyed my weekend with joey and meichan but was hopin for more pals to come together...next trip ba....we have plenty of time to spare....at least half a year more....if i graduate i gonna havta look for a place for my degree.....havta start all over again....new gang,housemate,now place...who knoes wat the future holds...maybe i shall find my girl soon...God says wait.. so ..Gideon:*sittin,waitin,wishin*-jack johnson song-

This thursday suppose to go back but alone haih...but then phooihang's bday is on fri so i'm expected to stay back until fri..its gonna be nite out for the whole gang of us....but mc and joey cannot go untill late fri..zzzzz....then i ma havta waste my time lyin around my house....and head out again on mon...zzz

Desperate to go back to my hometown these few days,three weeks of tests and deadlines taking its toll on me...i need to relax...nowadays if i get to speak hockchiew it makes me feel nice~~~its way better than mandarin all the way....their mandarin and my mandarin is of different standard...i'm no banana chinese but they like to say proverbs tat sounds like confucius....hehe

I keep playing ps2 these days,i werent so crazy about them in the past but now its seems like tats the only thing to do around here....ps2,paperwork,class,com ...sien..no tennis court,decent basketball court or even a plain field..poor me livin in these environments.joey got tennis court,ash got basketball court,tarc college got lala chicks and nice basketball court...oh yea speakin of tarc,wilson's buayaness got himself into deep shit this time..hahha my classmate and my gang member,michelle got into a chat with him and now she's askin me about wilson.if u're wonderin how michelle look like just ask joey....joey met michelle before..the short girl with the short orange hair...heheh 'lucky u willy'!!

hmm lets see,there's a gambling session downstair,movies downstairs and gameboy up here and internet connection..how come i'm like havin so much fun stuff to do but yet i feel like i'm all empty.. haih so i;m lookin forward to another outing heehee.this time i wan it to be with lots of ppl...haha its be cool... call mai the tarc gang but it seems nowadays the tarc gang too busy for us..haih...u bunch of monkeys..son of a papaya...

No more useless toughts in my head..so stay cool and have a nice day..no matter in US or CHINA,God bless u all..~~!! ^^

Back By Popular Demand!!

2006-09-17T04:53:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last updated my blog...mainly becoz i cant get a chance to use a computer at my fren'S place.

first of all,i would like to wish all my brudders a very happy birthdays...cant celebrate with u all this year but nevermind the chance will some.....bear with me..hehe sweemeng next week i'll be back...so blanja u breakfast lo....haha

so how am i doin these few weeks, hmmm my optics get 95..bwahahaha thanks to my hardwork and dedication.but mostly my lecturer gimme tips one la hahha my project is due on monday so i just havta finish the cover and the contents page later.we just havta to do a 8-15 page report but i found out tat my fren chew did a 70 page report.so hiphiphooray for our local boy to make it big as a number1 student.

Gonna go back a change my car soon..heehee if there is still a car left for me to change..goin back alone thistime coz i cant wait for joey who is havin his class till late friday.

wenbt to midvalley with joey and meichan on sat. At first we decided to meet at 10.30am but u knoe me...tats is like askin a tiger to eat grass.so i changed the plan and decided to meet at 2 instead.we reached mid at about two and damn it we circled the car park for God knoes how long .when we went in its 3.15. wth!!~~ so we meet up with our very own aunt fei2 or aka meichan. went to sushi king for lunch. i keep pretendin to look at the sushi bar but i was really look at some kl girls. oh yea too much wasabi aint cool....faggot joey....then we walked around lookin for stuff joey promised to buy for shinmei. he and shinmei ever so lovin and caring about one another. From our point of view he may look and sound like scoldin shinmei but in reality tats the way they show their love for one another.. for those who seen joey talk with shinmei, u knoe wat i mean..heehee we decided to eat at nando's before headin to gsc.

Attention pls.if u ever go watch a movie dun let mc choose,she sucks in choosin movie.she chose the banquet which is boring and lame.Movie producers very smart nowadays, if the storyline aint good,get a high profile actress with stunning beauty,tat'll grab attention. Zhang Ziyi is super hot btw. for those who wanna watch this movie ,ignore all the dying part.just concentrate on Ziyi.it;ll make ur movie experience worth it. after tat we decided to split . Findin our car is a problem. then goin back is also a problem. KL aint cool..

Mom's sick for two weeks now.=( pray tat she gets well soon. hell my college is so dumb. in nov i havta com on 4th for a exam then 27th for another exam . y cudnt they put it in the same week. My parents are goin to S.korea on the 27th.if they put it on startin of the month then i can tag along ma .diu them sifut...

ok la havta get back to my assignments.cheers!!and have a good day.

meanin in life~~

2006-09-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

two days ago,me,ash and joey came out to kl together.hahah its was better tat way at least got company ma..but our timing was terrible.everybody was returnin to kl after the merdeka break so practically the highway was full with cars.we had a couple of jams where we came to a complete stop.right in the middle of the highway.how sick was tat,three lanes and all and we still got traffic jam.we reach in the evening after 4 hours in the car. we stopped at sg buloh for kfc then we continue our journey.ash drove after that.haha we were bettin our luck with every turn in search for ash's place. his place is cool tho,lots of students and joey's place is oso nice,very homely.everybody is havin a better college life than me.Me and my fucked up place.haih life is like tat,make ur choice and no turnin back. so my goal is to complete this FBDO course in two years time and head out of Malaysia. maybe go to my sis's place in europe.hehhe tat'll be cool..

I told Ash i'll be at his place if i'm free and we'd go clubbin in bangsar...hahah everybody agreed so lookin forward to it. i havin my tests and deadlines all this month so wait first la . last nite durin my class ash and joey totally ruined it. There i was mindin my own business,pumped to pay attention and suddenly they sms and told me to go asia cafe.yo fuck u guys!!!haha .l. the bad thing about my place is there is no cool hangouts,no chicks,no cool church like city harvest, and worse of all i'm stuck here with none of my homies,except ryan chew who is like an aquintance to me nia...i hate my life...

Sometimes i think to myself,wat if u die in ur sleep,would u be regretful with how u spent ur life....?? i think nothing gua coz perhaps death is like a great big adventure .... Christians dun fear death.......heheh i din go to any churches for a long long time d lo....alamak....

went to Sedaya area with annie and kai2 for our lunch.haiyo becoz no parkin we had to eat at some unknown noname cafe.i order seafood delight but guess wat they gave me...two small shrimps and two piece of thin fish cake cooked in wantanhor type gravy. terrible.....and the atmosphere there is horrible.No chattin mode no nothing..haiya close it down la..then annie had to teman my hometown girl kristy yeoh to some modellin audition in klcc. They got those long slender legs.So u go girls!!haha but i doubt they'll be chosen hahah so shoot me...after tat i went jusco to buy some stuff to stock up at my house.

wat am i doin here bloggin...i got deadlines to finish.and hor the person me is playin some horrible songs.yucks listen till wan muntah d ....all lee home and guan liang. *sob* i shudnt be here.God...~~ why...???peace out~~ cheers !!

cRAZee~~Nite

2006-09-02T12:13:00.000-07:00

just when i thought my lepakin days outside doin stupid stuff were over,ash,joey and me did dumb stuff again haha...we started the nite by visitin our dearest teacher pn ding.poor pn ding,she knocked her head fallin down in her toilet.8 stitches to the back of her head.thank goodness she's allright..then we headed to my place and chatted a while then went to the place i hate the most tat is 933 which is filthy disgustin and smelly but they wanted to go there anyway so i just tag along la.we had a nice little chat then i joined joey and ash in the snooker area.hahah i owned them. *YAWNS*

After tat we decided to go check out the racers or aka mat rempits,haih police everywhere nothing to see sowe head down to the bridge.On the way we used ash's phone to capture his speedometer to see if his car can hit 100km/h in 15 seconds hahah the car took 20seconds to reach 100 and tat oso drag all the way haha ash,time to invest on a new engine.heehee need suggestions ask from me. then we round the whole stw then we decided to pump some gas and head into astaka field for some driftin action. haha each of us tried our hands at driftin but haih wtd we arent pros. i was worried i will damage the car tho.haha then we head over to my house and tried on joey's bike some more. we went to the open space in front the church and tried doin burnouts. i got a little bit,then joey tried . and we got all tat on video.heheh ask from ash.

Lepas tu,kita pun bersurai la sebab kita perlu pandu pegi kl esok.hmm tonite din see mc . poor mc, dao and ee not here she cannot mix in with the rest of the group. alyse dunno for wat reason got grounded. cheng haw no transport,yoke kooi grounded,chye huat wan to pcc so he dun wan to come out. So tonite it was me,julian,sweemeng,ash,joey,joane,bernice,chui king who did lepak. ok guys see u the next time i come back. peace!!cheers!!

merdeka~~!!!for them...

2006-08-31T08:48:00.001-07:00

My optics test onwednesday din go as i planned.i had all the formulas in my head but everything i did werent goin the way they shud be....wtf i hantam all and hoped for the best...all i need was 70points to make it safe nia ma..shudnt be a problem kot...

i skipped my history class after tat to go party at bintang walk....bwhahhaa glad i did tat.first of all i get to see some chinese taiwanese singers.secondly the chicks put on their best outfits for us to check them out.hahaa then we get to saw a gang fight behind sg wang ....whoa they use those can as weapons and start gangbang a poor ah beng..his head was swollen when the cops finally came....hahah dumb ass~~!!then we got a few removable paint cans and start to 'attack' those chicks....hmm overall its alright la a merdeka eve well spent.

at four am after partyin we decided to drive back to sitiawan,yeah 4 am ,me and joey. i admit it was dumb coz its so dangerous but we had to avoid the traffic jams. traffic jams is so frustratin.Somewhere after teluk intan i was sleepy and i swerved into the opposite lane and drove for quite some time .THANK GOD i din die...when i reach home i was so tired but i cudnt sleep. i keep thinkin wat if i crashed...hmm i'd never do this kinda of stuff again

merdeka~~!!!for them...

2006-08-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

Time Flies~~~

2006-08-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

ok lets start from wed. i finished my class at 8 then had my sis,victor and mingshu come fetch me.then she asked me to drive her to petaling street.i was bettin my luck with each turn on the highway hahaha the unbelievable thing is i manage to reach the damn place.thank God for tat.we hung out at that market place until midnite then its time to go home.Decided to go yamcha and snooker after reachin my place.damn me and mingshu got bullied by victor in snooker.LUCK~~ piff..

Thu. woke up at 11.45.and my class is at noon. So practically i went to skool without bath and breakfast~~ hahaha poor chin who was sitting beside me. so at 2 i went home and went to timesquare. walked around for hours without buyin anything...tat sucked~~!! the terrible thing was the couples in timesquare ...wtf so intimate for fuck~~ takut ur couple cabut meh! CIS!!!!.l.
then we were joined by kenny ling,ling yong huat,kwongwei . we decided to go Bintang Walk for food...then we went neway and sing till 4am ahaha they endured my singin for that long hahaha

woke up the other day to see my parents at my door.wah~~i clear up my room while my sis open the door.the cleanin effort in vain coz my mom still nagged bout my messiness anyways~~ -.- the i decided to try bringin them to 1U wtf i was caught in traffic jam for 45mins and then mis the turnin and end up in midvalley. they were furious but heheh rookie here..cant blame me. then comes the torturin part.The sendin of them to KLIA. it was a long drive. mingshu followed my car . in KLIA we kept taking pics then they boarded the plane. so ming and i drove back. my little car can actually reach 140 km/hour. Its a kenari mind u hahaha we reached home fellin weird as it is actually quiet at home..so we decided to play ps and annie came .i learned something bout annie last nite but its a secret >:)

i woke up,had lunch and sent mingshu off to the LRT station.i reach home feelin all lonely and all...POOR me!!~~~ watched movie and rotted in my room until peter came back.then we had dinner and here i am in the cc, waitin for my frens to come dota and bloggin away..miss everybody in stw...and times back in the skoolin days.i never had to feel lonely.....haih i'm mr lonely.

goin goin gone~~ u_U

2006-08-22T10:21:00.000-07:00

yeap,eechng have left the country.Another dude gone..~~haih hey erase the damn 'as time flies,dun forget me' thing la,we're buddies..whole lifetime wont forget one la..~~~..call ee today but he never pick up... thinkin bout sendin him since i woke up but cannot la..i dunno the way back from klia....so take care ya...afternoon msn oso cannot reply coz i curi line...msgs can come in i cannot send msges out......

alex,hope u read this.......I WAS JUST TEASIN U......dun take it so seriously brudder....chill man~~~~even if the rumours is true i'd be happy for u....honest......

tiaso lost another kaki in stw...better for him la... can work on our '4' curse....go improve ur snooker skills then kick fatass' butt...haha we got u a new nick name..'chef sm' coz u always serve 'food' haha if got chance blog again la my life nothing happenin oso except4 my sis comin tomoro and we'll go clubbin on thu...WOOT~!!!!!! hahaha i update u guys for the details next time ba....*mumblin:chicks!chicks!free food!*

ALMOST~~!!!

2006-08-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i blogged..so kinda forgotten some stuff i wanted to blog..zzzz

firstly,let start by my bus station experience.. there i was waitin for my bus mindin my own business when suddenly this old fucktard approached me. our conversation went something like this,he asked my some questions, then told me bout how he slaughtered some singaporeans,ask me to shut up and do wat he says, asked me how much money,i delayed as long as possible then just when he started to demand money from me the bus attendant came down and shouted ,"lumut-teluk intan,naik bus" then i grabbed my bag and escaped....i was freaked out.....
Eventhough i heard alot of muggin cases and killin cases in wangsa maju but i never thought it will happen to me tho... The funny thing is the mugger mugged my dad's fren's son earlier so when his son recognized the mugger and saw wat is happening to me,he tried to get the cops but this is malaysia so cannot contact the cops...thanks man for tryin to help me~~ even tho at tat time i dunno u and u dunno me....~~Thank God for letting me escape ....Becareful u guys ..coz u'l never knoe wat gonna happen to us in this society tat we live in nowadays...the next time i come back,i'm drivin....

thomas doin which is a pal mine got into trouble oso. he almost got expelled for a so called cybercrime he did.he criticized a teacher in skool in his blog.Unfortunately,some pussy reported his blog to the skool so the poor guy got into trouble. He just voicin out his opinion in his blog . for tat he got into trouble...

it seems like my frens are gettin crazy over snooker nowadays..anytime they're free they'll sure go snooker...obsessed already..

i got tests and deadlines comin up in a few weeks time....damn hate this.....i knoe roughly my tests but assignments i got no idea wat to do...hmm ask annie for help...stress giler...

things i got this trip hehe:and1 shoes and some t-shirts ,courtesy of my sis.:)
some bracelet ,courtesy of mom.
car servicing,courtesy of dad.
anger and frustration,courtesy of channin. >:( *gonna kick his ass*

BOredom~~

2006-08-13T11:42:00.000-07:00

life seems meaningless these few days....do work,read comnic,sleep,game,tv.....damn~~wanna go back hometown but hates travellin..time spend in bus wasted just like tat ....tests are around the corner...deadlines arrivin rather quickly for all my assignments....

hmm my relationship with my roommate seems to be goin downwards for the time being so fuck it la.....oh yea recently theres a pc fair rite...i bought my hard drive for 278 three weeks ago but u knoe how much they sellin the exact same thing in pc fair......freaking 130bucks nia...diuzz...i got ripped....just becoz the chick sellin the stuff is damn cute....never gonna trust beautifull ppl ever again.....haha jk la..later beautiful ppl avoid me ....

then sis last minute tell me she want one hard drive and webcam ...zzzz tell me earlier i go look at the pc fair with meichan ma....see see .... always last minute...runs in the family cant blame u oso...hehe....goin back to stw nxt week...

goin to langkawi wor...hahah ah jie say sponsor all i ikut saje la hahaha..but the deal is i buy a bottle of liquor for them..i'll most prolly choose the cheapest one i can get....its not tat i'm being cheap but hehehe u understand la sis...times are bad.....heheh lazy to think la blog out~~

Fuckin taxi driver~~~~

2006-08-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

today went to college alone since my frens they went early for singh's class. so i stopped a taxi la. the fucker din turn on his meter so i was wonderin wtf this asshole is doin...then he turned around and said this ride cost 5 bucks.i was like wat the hell is wrong with u....it usually cost 3bucks . so as an educated fella i ask him wtf the price went up then he startin bullshittin bout how his ass hurts from all the homo prostitute he visited,deuce bigalow.zzzz and his wife left him and his parents throwed him inside the drain after being borned....no la he said someting bout his meter not working ...so i ask r u sure ....dun fuck with me ..he started lookin at me durin a traffic stop and gave me so wat-u-gonna-do look and reached for something under his seat...he was wearin white gloves btw..so i tot he might a gangster or some shit..i duwan say somemore la since he cant even understand my cantonese...duwan fight with these ppl, later i same standard with them...cheap bastard..five bucks donation to the nutjob taxi driver...... his number plate is HWB 9558...PPl see this taxi dun get in .... WARNING!!

after tat ntg much happened la,bernard told me i shud have fought with the guy...gila la him..lets see him do tat next time...bullshit~~ fucked up day...... looks like dao havin a great time in US....wanna go there oso but hehehe no luck here..-$$$$...goin to get my car up soon...bwahahaha.....dun havta use those fuckin taxis to go college anymore....i think nowadays half the time i rather be in my hometown ,,,coz its just so convienient and homely...college isnt exactly all fun like u see in the tvs ..its all hell and all....its funny how time passes so slow when u're sufferin and how it passes like in a snap when u're enjoyin...i particularly like the after exam mood durin secondary days...this is called the theory of relativity i think..???piff whocares~~
ck out~~!!

borin~~~

2006-08-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

bwahah came home at 6.30 am...with our movie marathon..dam tired..ate two nasi lemak before i went to sleep..heeeheeeee......zzzzzz my housemates everyday not at home ..sien le....washin machine out of order somemore...fucked up place.....went for basketball today bwahahha...played five matches ..owned three matches....old d lo....

these few days Hungry Ghost Festival...my housemates wudnt lemme talk bout ghost stories...ppl burnin papers everywhere...damn la i not so superstitious oso kena sked by them somemore then tat day watch 'the maid' with my sister somemore....zzzzz so boring la tomoro got 9 hours class somemore....

nothing really serious to blog....not goin back to stw for at least two weeks....cannot la go back until stw ppl see me oso sien le....hopefully my mom bring my car down soon...then can go run around kl ...i wanna follow my sis to singapore le....go shoppin...go clubbing...go makan puas puas....she better pandai pandai buy lots of stuff for me...

another typical sunday~~zzzz

2006-08-06T09:04:00.000-07:00

got forced to wake up today.....Dad want us to go to the shop..haih....i went to bed at 4.30 am la...nine wake me up d...tot goin to shop straight ma,mana tahu dad wan to eat his breakfast wor...wan go eat breakfast tell me ma~~i wake earlier...ish.....reached shop with zombie-like eyes.....sat there whole day...i made appointments with my frens la..ish..its not everyday one gang come back nowadays u knoe.....past is past la....uncle tai luk came with his wife in their new bmw 325i. fuiyo damn gaya meh..but i stil young....no this kind of life yet,so dun even be bothered to go check it out.Dad,a vios will do just fine.. :) ...uncle tailuk,hmmm i respect him alot...good career,happy family,loving wife.....all a man could ask for...he must have worked real hard for it... i cud never get into a conversation with him...everytime i see him sure ackward silence one,then i'l start prayin my dad will come to chat with him so he doesnt get bored haha my social skills need some trainin..i cant seem to get along with ppl easily.tat is a disadvantage for me in the future.

Well me,i'm cant wait to pass my FBDO course in two years time. gotta do my assignments,then i think go outside malaysia work ba if got the chance,maybe get my degree..but one thing at a time la...dad want me to be top student wor.piff understand la sikit.i tryin my best to pass in everything,tat priority for me. with my sickness u dun pressure me...its getting worse :

ee leavin on the 16th. haih poor boy.perhaps u'l like it in china. well dao is already in US...jackson too.. kinda forgotten bout him .... the boy who went thru alot with me..my camp partner when we were still new in church haha how's it goin boy?? heard u got taller d..haha we messed with him last time alot due to his height.no offense ya pal..haha those were the days...i'm beginnin to sound like my grandpa.... grandpa's cool~~ too bad i din get to learn stuff from him tho..he passed away too early .....well known businessman throughout stw durin the 60s or 70s meh ..

gotta get those animes from daowen's place soon....i want new laptop but mom said use the old one~~ aiyo its too old...year 2002 le...when everything was still new....i wan use to watch anime,online and do assignments le...damn i hate the leftover stuff..the laptop was my sister's for her college days.and she got a brand new one in ireland..its my turn u knoe.....well life is always unfair....

Just trimmed my hair,shudnt let mc sees this or she'll flip with laughter......ee already did...damn u guys...okay la my sis want her laptop back....SEE SEE!!!told u i need myown laptop

my day~~and installation nite...

2006-08-05T11:34:00.000-07:00

Woke up at one today, ready for tonite's meetin up with gang....my sis actually helpin meichan with her stuff...call her jie so sweetly somemore..asskisser haha :P went for snooker with victor in the afternoon..owned the first match..but after he got some warm ups he kicked my butt back to yesterday..hmm so far life's good.....meet my frens there but alot ppl so table far away cannot bullshit with them..came back pack my stuff...then ready for installation liao

i wore all black and a pink tie.courtesy of sweet mei chan.thanks~~ :) poor meichan..i think she's thinkin of dao all nite...wanna teman her but gotta go buaya a while ma...saw all the normal buaya kings..and some junior buayas ....talked to pick siu....and eve...its been a while....all say i was gay wearin a pink tie but hey guys,reality check...u guys obviously got no taste bwahahah wern loong is back too. this time he;s hangin out with us but itsbecoz andrea chan not here... anytime my brudder..anytime...ray,me and joey actually went to the opposite side of the room to get desserts...grass always greener on the other wor joey said ...i saw all of them for years back in my skool day...can actually see them changin wor...time waits for no one....haha got shhh by the rotary a couple of times...damn paiseh....alot ppl there went,even those i thought i'd never see for a long long time oso there...

the dancin part was bad tho..some ass was kisin his girl so the slow music was cancelled...but its not that nice anyways....nobody to really slow dance to..yvonne was just as bored as i am..sorry yvonne if i ruined ur nite...yo dicks in interact,when i wanted slow music where were u guys ....fuckin fags....when i' single onni put....u got a problem with me?? haha

then after the function over we wasted our time in marina wing while the rest went for snooker session again....haih drove mc's car back for her coz she forgot her ic and driver;s license....havta to go thru three police blocks just to send aileen home first....then i went to snooker to meet up with the gang but i got bored so i cabut when i met my sis in 933 and we chatted with ah peng,her funny fren. saw jonathan there and ah nam too...came home and here i am bloggin bout my day...

# .my experiment car kena batal..the fuckin owner wanna increase the price...faggot u named a price stick with it....this is how the business world works,fuckin retard....and college life..haih isnt worth complainin..sucks big time....better fo my assignments and quickly graduate.dad's business gonna get tough soon....haih focuspoint and ck comin to stw...damned~~~ how to survive..gotta think of a way...must think of a way.....sis goin back to ireland soon....i think i wanna go live in europe next time...ee goin to china real soon...better for him la i see he hide at home all the time...youth is precious la ..i go china next time u bring my go jalan jalan...eat good food,see nice place....haha

tmoro all goin ipoh and stw gonna get no electric current from 9-7....sien sien but i aint gonna follow to ipoh coz i'm so fuckin sick of travelllin..after this time i try not to come back for a long long time....but i wanna play basketball..in kl u cannot find any recent sportin facilities....no wonder ppl in malaysia dyin so young...stupid government...and ppl n malaysia work so long ..from 10am to 10pm for those in malls...gila..u think they're ants izit??!! .. moral and history got assignments..i got parliament of malaysia...wtf~~ T_T wat to write for 8 pages wor......cis wana go sleep laa tomro onni fikir...tidor dulu..